Is feeling butterflies still allowed? Does it still have a room in my tummy regardless of our paranormal situation? After everything that happened, am I still capable of feeling like my heart just drop merely because of his words? How can a reaper — more likely a ghost brought me this happiness? His home? I was his home. I was his wife... Now that he came back not as a human, is that even counted? Technically, I lost my husband. That I’m a widow in the eyes of everyone. What could be their reaction if they happen to find out that I’m literally seeing my dead husband? Probably, they’d think that I went crazy. As expected. It’s not like I would tell them. Unless they can see him, too. But that would be too sad for them. As seeing him means death. I don’t know how I ended up having the

