Chapter 115
Why are we so afraid to die when that is the fate of all of us? Why am I so scared of death? Maybe then, I wasn't afraid because I had nothing left. I was lost and didn't have a clear vision of what I wanted... What I wanted then, was vague and I thought, I'll just let the world know when it's going to take me. I said I would just wait until I would disappear from the surface world. But since I started to feel happy and content with the people I loved, I realized that I wanted to live longer to spend more time with my love. When Alec arrived, my dark world suddenly took on color. He gave me a reason to move on with life. When we got married both messed up, we were both broken when we tied the knot. But in the hours that passed, it was there that I realized that he was not difficult to lo
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