Chapter 105
I stopped expecting from people. During the years of being in the dark, I just realized that it’s you until the end. I only have myself and I must stop expecting for people to come to me and help. Help... I helped myself stand up again. Even the closest people in my heart, they didn’t come to help me. I did it... For myself, for my son who deserves the world. We both deserves each other. Him as my son... He deserves me. I deserves to have him because it was me who fought for him. We both fought to live and I’m grateful at those times where I chose to be strong when I need to be. That was tough... I’ve lost a child at first, and I’m not ready to face those people who took part when I lost him. My parents... I’m still angry at them. I know I shouldn’t. I’ve said that I must get rid of m
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