When will I die? No one wants to die, right? Even people who want to go to heaven don't want to get in there. Is it even real? Hell and heaven, does it exist? I am not religious because of my contradicting beliefs from others. But I pray yet I don't know who shall hear it, I just pray hoping for it all to come true. Death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. Those lucky ones who did will still be chased by death because it should happen as it is. Sadly for we are all gonna die, maybe not today and tomorrow, but someday. I smiled sadly as I looked at my tired eyes in the mirror. I am scared, that's the truth I can't deny to myself. Whenever I think of the ones that will be left behind saddened me. Sloan is the only one I have now and those times that we shared t

