Undefeated Luna

23. No Longer Fury

Felicity POV:

As I walked into Kilian’s room I was met with a meticulously tidy room, a Queen-sized bed with silk duvets.

He does have style- Estrid purred in my head.

I’ll give him that, it is impressive.

Even though we share one mind I am confused about one thing… do you really hate him?

I hate all men.

Even him, please don’t lie to me Felicity.

In all honesty, he does make me feel things but I don’t know how to be a Luna.

 I needed a bath and after the day I had I didn’t want to talk to anyone. I let the hot water run and I found some bath stuff in the bathroom. I slowly took my clothes off and sat in the bath. My mind ran from the Elders, Brooke my mother and then to Sarah. The same thought kept running in my mind, Sarah, why did  Sarah want me to be with Kilian, surely, she should know how much I despised men, how much I wanted to protect my sisters, what I would do to protect them… I would I mean; I would have s*x just to protect them.

Knock Knock

“Hello?” I said to the person on the other side of the door.

“Just checking if you’re okay, you haven’t fainted on me, have you?” Kilian said from the other side. Even though I didn’t want his help I couldn’t find any towels and I didn’t have any fresh clothes.

“Kilian?”

“Yeah?”

“Where do you keep your towels?” I heard a little snigger coming from the bedroom .

“I’ve got a few here…. Let me in”.

“What no, leave them by the door!”

“Seth is walking in and out of the room with your stuff, you sure you want me to leave it by the door?”

“Okay, come in the door is unlocked” I was thankful the bath was bubbly and I was covered with them.

 When he walked in I leaned forward in case there was anything you could see. The bathtub was a freestanding one in the middle of the bathroom, and when he walked in, I had my back turned towards him facing the wall.  I didn’t want  to speak to him whilst I was naked so I carried on scrubbing myself.

“Do you want me to help you?” he asked.

“Its fine I’ll manage aaahhh” I let out a little moan when I tried to wash my back. Even though my rib healed it was still causing me pain.

“Don’t be so proud, here give me the sponge” he wasn’t malicious he was genuinely trying to help me. He grabbed the sponge and started to wash my back.

“I’m sorry for hurting you” he came over to faced me and sat on the edge of the bathtub. “I know you hate me but you have to understand that I will do anything to protect you”.

“I know” I said quietly to myself.

“Even break a rib or two” he was too high and I had to look up at him, he sat on the floor instead and gave me the sponge back “I gave up on finding you, you know. I thought I would never be fulfilled. I did sleep around just like any other young wolf”.

I let a low growl escape my lips, I even surprised myself and Kilian noticed.

“Felicity Peters, are you being jealous?” Kilian asked mockingly.

“Not me, I think that was Estrid” I said defensively.

 Kilian leaned in closer and rubbed my lips with his thumb. I sat there without moving, I still held my knees close to my body.

“I promise you now, since meeting you in that club I haven’t even winked at another girl. You are the only one for me, it will always be you”. He leaned in closer and I could feel his warm breath on my skin. His thumb moved down to my chin and pulled my face into his. Electricity flew around my body as I felt myself letting go of my knees and moving hands in his direction. I felt like I wanted him, I needed him. He pulled back a little bit with our foreheads still touching his breathing became louder.

“I don’t understand you” he looked down at me.

“What do you mean?” I tried to calm my breathing down.

“First you tell me you hate me and you can’t see yourself with me and then you kiss me”. Kilian was about to stand up when I instinctively put my palm on his shoulder, covering my breasts with the other one in case the bobbles started to disappear, his shirt became wet.

“I don’t know …. I don’t know what this feeling is” I let go of his shirt and he leaned over me “I was never taught how to be with a man, how to be in love with a man… how to be yours” I finally said it, the feeling that was stopping me this whole time.

“Let me teach you… darling” he grabbed my waist and pulled me up from the bath. I immediately tried to push myself away from him and grab a towel to have a little bit of cover.

Kilian’s eyes turned black with lust and he growled at me, “I told you before not to cover yourself up for me” he pulled my arms to my sides and let them go. I didn’t resist to cover myself up. “I want to see every inch of you, touch ever inch, taste every inch” pulling me out of the tub I realised that he wasn’t lying, I was stood naked in his bathroom and I no longer cared. His lips collided with my neck, every touch, every kiss was calculated and precise. His hands ran through my hair and as he pulled it back, I revealed my neck to him.

Kilian POV

 Her perfect wet body was too much for me to handle. I heard every drip on the floor, every sound she was making. Her body was radiating heat, I couldn’t handle it, I had to have her now. I grabbed her hair and pulled it back and the sweetest sound escaped her pink lips.

“If I can make you moan just by pulling your hair imagine what I can do with this” I pushed her against the bathroom wall and I pressed my body against hers. Her belly was against my groin and I knew she could feel how turned on I was. “Tell me what you want darling… and I’ll give it to you” I started to kiss her neck right on the marking spot. I’ve waited my whole life to mark my mate and I didn’t know if I could wait any longer, I could feel my canines coming out.

“You…. Kilian, I want you” she whispered in my ear.

“You have me, forever” I had to step back and take it all in. “You’re so f*****g beautiful”.

“Kilian, we have to stop Seth is out there… I’m sorry”.

“Ohh you should be, you missed out on a lot of fun”.

After I shut the bathroom door behind me, I was met with giggling Katy in Seth’s arms. They both dropped their gaze when they noticed me.

“Can you please not do anything with my sister in my room please” I walked past them and grabbed a bag with Felicity’s stuff in it.

“We didn’t know how long you were going to be in there” Seth shrugged his shoulders. “I think that’s all of it, she only packed for three weeks anyway” .

“Everything including this” Katy brought a long ball gown from the hall. “It is her Luna dress for tomorrow!” Katy exclaimed.

“Tomorrow?!” both me and Seth shouted at the same time.

Felicity POV:

I never felt an emotion like that before, my heart was pounding but pounding in a good way, my whole stomach was in knots and I just wanted to feel his touch again. I had to take a quick cold shower.

I investigated the bag Kilian brought in and I could only find sports bras and shorts. He did it on purpose, I had no choice but to put them on as my pyjamas. I let my long black hair cover a little bit of my torso.  Opening the door, I noticed a few pictures that were hanging on one of the walls. He really was a family man, pictures of Katy, Lucas, and Adam as children with massive grins on their faces made me smile.

“Kilian?” I called round the corner and he was holding something in his arms before he tried to hide it behind his back. “Are we sharing the same bed tonight? Because I am tired and I don’t have the energy to argue with you…. Kilian hello?” I gave him a quick wave but he didn’t move.

“No, no, no…… you’re not wearing that!” was he really telling me off for wearing clothes he gave to me?

“Kilian please I’m shattered and it’s the clothes you gave to me! I have nothing else to wear to bed”.

“You can wear something of mine, here’s a t shirt” he went to grab a t shirt from one of the draws. When I’ve put it on, I could smell his scent.

“Seriously? I’m going to smell like cherries” Kilian came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist.

“You can’t expect me to sleep next to you and control myself when you’re dressed like that” he whispered into my ear; my whole body shivered.

“Well, it’s a good thing we’re not sleeping in the same bed” by the time I turned around Kilian was already under the duvet. Damn that wolf speed!

“Fair enough, I’ll sleep on the sofa” I started to make my way to the sofa when he called me over again.

“Felicity just get into bed, you said it yourself you’re tired and I have to talk to you about tomorrow” he tapped the empty side of the bed, gesturing for me to get into bed.

“Tomorrow?”

“Yeah, so ummmm Katy and my mother decided that we are going to have a little, teeny tiny Luna Party for you tomorrow” he showed me some puppy dog eyes.

“How teeny tiny exactly?” I said as I got into the bed.

“My mother has called all the nearby Alphas and the whole pack knows….”

“ARE YOU MAD? YOU HAVE THE BIGGEST PACK” I screamed at him.

“It wasn’t my idea! But think about it the faster you become a Luna the faster we will get our full power; a new power you can train with. Also, apparently you have to wear this” he gave me the piece of cloth he was trying to hide before.

“This is the second time tonight you’re telling me what to wear”.

“Technically it isn’t me its Katy and my mother” I grabbed the piece of cloth and unfolded it. It looked like a black sequin dress but I was too tired to try it on tonight. I put it on the side table and went back to bed.  First night as Felicity, I was no longer Fury.