The Confrontation

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Chapter 9 Noah’s POV ​I didn’t go to the police station. I didn’t care about their questions or their fake sympathy. Every second I spent talking was a second Gwen spent in danger. I drove my truck like a weapon, the tires screaming as I headed toward the old, broken glass factory by the water. ​I knew Raph would be there. He was a man who loved power, and power always hides in dark, hollow places. I kicked the side door open with a loud BANG. ​"Raph!" I roared. The sound echoed through the empty steel rafters. "Come out! Give her back!" ​The air smelled like rust and old oil. From the shadows, I heard a slow, steady clapping. Raph stepped into a patch of moonlight. He wasn't alone. Two giant men stood behind him, looking like they were made of stone. Raph wasn't wearing his "local" clothes anymore. He looked like a professional killer. ​"Noah," Raph sneered, his voice dripping with mock pity. "The carpenter arrives. Did you bring your hammer? Or maybe a nice piece of wood to hide behind?" ​"Where is she?" I growled. My hands were shaking. I felt the "Noah" part of me, the man who loved peace, trying to handle this with words. "She’s dead, Noah. And you killed her by being a coward. She’s in the dirt now, far away from a liar like you." Those words clung into my heart leaving me in darkness. ​"Do you think you could have ever lived in peace? You thought you could hide here? You thought you could keep a beautiful girl like her in a shack in the woods?" ​I didn't wait. I lunged at him. I threw a punch with all my strength, but Raph moved like water. He slipped the blow and drove a knee into my stomach. The air left my lungs in a sharp wheeze. ​I tried to get up, but the two men behind him stepped in. This wasn't a fair fight; it was a beating. One of them caught me with a heavy boot to the ribs, and I heard a sickening CRACK. I fell to the cold, gritty concrete. ​Raph knelt over me, grabbing a fistful of my hair. "Look at you," he hissed. "You're pathetic. You spent five years pretending to be a saint, and it made you soft and cost you Gwen and now you have no money. You have no friends. You have nothing but a broken heart." ​He slammed my head against the floor. White light exploded in my eyes. I tried to reach for him, but my muscles felt like lead. ​​"Kill him?" one of the men asked, his voice as cold as the wind. ​Raph looked down at me. He didn't look like a rival anymore; he looked like a monster. He leaned in, a cruel smile stretching across his face. He didn't say a word. He didn't have to. ​Bang. ​The sound was louder than thunder. I didn't feel the pain at first, just a strange, heavy heat. Then I felt the bullet pierce my stomach. It felt like a jagged piece of ice tearing through my middle. I gasped, my breath hitching as I felt my life force the very thing that made Noah begin to drain away into the dirt. ​I looked up at the dark sky, my vision blurring. I saw a Man who looked a bit different from Raph, like someone in charge step forward. He didn't look sad. He didn't look angry. He just looked at me like I was a piece of trash that needed to be thrown away. ​With one hard kick, he pushed me over the edge. I fell through the air, hitting the freezing black water of the ocean. As the waves swallowed me whole, the last thing I felt was the stinging salt in my wound and the silence of the deep. The ocean was cold, and the water felt like heavy velvet pulling me down. I was drowning, sinking deeper into the black silence of the sea. As the air left my lungs, my mind filled with images of Gwen. In my mind, I was back in the kitchen with Gwen. ​I could smell the fresh coffee. I could feel the wood dust on my clothes from a long day of work. I saw Gwen reach out to touch my face. Her eyes were full of love, a love I felt I didn't deserve. ​"Noah," she whispered in my head. ​But hearing that name felt strange now. It felt like wearing a coat that was much too small. "Noah" was a good man, a simple man. I saw her smile. I heard her laugh. I remembered the way she looked at me when she thought I was just a simple, good man. ​I should have stayed home, I thought. My heart hurts more than my wound. I was wrong to try and be a hero. ​A dark, angry fire began to burn inside me, even in the freezing water. If I could go back, I wouldn't be a carpenter. I wouldn't be "Noah" the nice neighbor. I would be ten times more evil than my father ever was. I would have been a monster if it meant I could have protected her. ​This is how it ends, I told myself. I felt like a failure. I had failed to keep my promise. I had failed my "SafeSpace." I was a disappointment to the life I tried to build, and now, the ocean was taking the last of my breath. If Gwen is dead, I see no reason why I should be alive. It's a good thing, I got what I deserved for killing her. ​I stopped fighting the water, stopped fighting to survive, closed my eyes, letting the darkness take me. The cold water was like a heavy blanket, pulling me down into the dark. My lungs burned, and the bullet wound in my stomach felt like a hot iron. But the physical pain was nothing compared to the hole in my chest where Gwen used to be. I stopped kicking. I stopped trying to reach the surface. If she was really dead, then I didn't want to breathe anymore. ​As I sank deeper into the black silence, my mind drifted back to the small, quiet moments that had made up our life. I didn’t think about the big things; I thought about the little things, about our first date and how beautiful it was.
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