***Present day*** Julian. The study door swings all the way open under my hand, and both of them go still. My mother pouring wine into her glass, my father mid-sentence, the kind of stillness that doesn't belong to an ordinary conversation about caterers or seating charts. I didn't catch all of it. Fragments, mostly, I couldn't get everything they were talking about — listing... buyer... She stopped asking questions. My mother's voice, flat and administrative, the tone she uses for anything she doesn't want to sound as important as it is. I know when she sounds like that, like she's the one in authority. My father, quieter, saying something I don't fully understand about ‘James’? None of it makes sense fast enough to hold onto. Them looking as shocked as this, gives me all I need

