Alex
Morning came…………
The sunlight was harsh when I opened my eyes. What the f**k happened last night? I turned to my side looking at Ethan still asleep, he looked so peaceful. I stood up quietly so as not to wake him and left the room closing the door quietly behind me. How did I allow myself to lose control like that? I went into my bathroom looking at myself in the mirror. The Alex who had broken last night was gone, hidden deep where no one would ever see him again. The man in the mirror that morning wasn't shaking. He was steel and cold……as it should be
I was disgusted with myself. I hated that I had let Ethan see the weakness in me, even for a second. I hated that I had let myself feel. That would never happen again.
I got dressed quietly, by the time I walked out the door to the
