Night falls. I am in my room, lying in bed. I can hear the music and laughter of the pack drifting through the trees. They have been enjoying their lives while I have been sitting in my room all evening, watching the shadows lengthen across my floor, pacing, wondering. And remembering. I cannot get his gold eyes out of my mind. I cannot forget his scent. He smelled as familiar to me as Tomasina or Alia. As Hunter. As myself. My mind is full of him. My body aches for him. I wonder if he thinks of me, too. Or has he forgotten me? Has he already moved on? Picked out a new mate? Someone more appropriate than an enemy gamma? My mind pulls back from that last thought. It is too painful. I need a plan. He is out there right now and I want to be with him. I chew my fingernails, st

