Fear

Four walls

I felt trapped in this four walls that I myself put me in

Full of tears and fears

Full of hurt and disappointment

Felling suffocated and stuck

Fear of screaming, fear of breathing, fear of crying, fear of moving, fear of feeling nonimportant

Angry at myself for caring, angry at myself for feeling so negative and not talking, angry at them for not knowing and understanding what I was NOT saying, not screaming

HURT in all the wrong ways, hurt because of love, hurt because of trust

All this wrong emotions circling me in this four walls that I put up that I can't seem able to break, hating myself for feeling so comfortable in here, fear what will happen next

Knowing that this four walls that I put up over the year will break me, suffocate me with each passing minute

And all it took was...

FOUR WALLS