Chapter 6

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The question came on a Tuesday. Lila was in the 4th floor kitchen, waiting for the Nespresso machine to stop choking. She had been at Hale for nineteen days. She had cut $2.4 million in vendor bloat, flagged the concrete supplier kickback, and gotten three VPs to admit they had no idea what their actual burn rate was. She was winning. On paper. The marketing associate was maybe twenty-four. New. Too young to have known Daniel personally, too young to know why you don't ask certain questions. "Sorry," the girl said, stirring oat milk with too much enthusiasm. "This is awkward, but - are you the Lila? Like, Daniel Hale's Lila?" Lila's hand tightened on her cup. "I was engaged to Daniel, yes." "Oh my God, that's so sad. And now you're back working for Nathan?" The girl's eyes flicked to Lila's left hand - no ring - then to the elevators, as if Nathan might materialize. "That must be so weird. Like, do people - sorry, this is so rude - but people on Slack were saying you two were - you know - when you were here before? After?" There it was. Not if they were. That they were. Lila smiled. The smile she had perfected at 24 when old white men asked if she was the diversity hire. "People on Slack should do more work and less fan fiction," she said. "If you'll excuse me, I have a cost analysis to finish." She left her coffee on the counter. On the 38th floor, Sofia was waiting with a printout. "Bad news," Sofia said, sliding it over. Sofia Alvarez, 28, ex-McKinsey, had the emotional range of a spreadsheet and was the only reason Monroe Consulting hadn't collapsed in week one. Lila looked at the printout. It was a screenshot from Blind - the anonymous corporate gossip app. @HaleInsider: The consultant is Daniel's ex-fiancée. The same one Nathan was banging in the grief house. Board brought her in to keep an eye on him? Or to keep him in line? Place your bets. 12 comments. All variations of gold digger and Hale brothers share everything. Sofia watched her face. "You want me to kill it? I can call their legal." "No." Lila folded it in half, then quarters, then eighths. "If we ask them to take it down, it becomes a thing. Let it die." "It's already a thing, Lila." "I know." At 4 p.m., Richard Kline asked her to come to his office. Richard's office was all mahogany and photos of Richard with politicians. He had Daniel's old football on a shelf. He always had. "Lila, dear. Close the door." He poured her water she didn't want. "I saw the chatter," he said. "Nasty stuff. You know how these kids are. No respect." "I'm fine." "Are you? Because Margaret called me. She's worried. She said Nathan looked - distracted in the board meeting. And you know how the market loves a story. Especially one with a beautiful young woman and two brothers." Lila went cold. "What are you saying, Richard?" "I'm saying you're a brilliant strategist. The best I've ever seen. But perception matters. If you and Nathan are seen having late nights, elevator rides -" "We were stuck. Maintenance has a log." "I know that. You know that. The internet doesn't care about logs, darling." He smiled, paternal. "Maybe you should keep a bit more distance. For his sake as much as yours. He's on thin ice, Lila. You know that." She knew. She had written the report that put him there. She left his office with her hands shaking. Not from fear. From rage. From the familiar, sickening feeling of being turned into a plot device again. Daniel's fiancée. Nathan's distraction. Richard's cautionary tale. She didn't go back to the 38th floor. She went up to 42. Nathan was on a call, sleeves rolled up, tie loose. He saw her face and ended the call mid-sentence. "What happened?" "Nothing happened. Someone asked me if I was sleeping with you. Richard told me to stay away from you for your own good. Blind says I'm a gold digger who shared brothers. Normal Tuesday." He stood up. "Who asked you?" "Does it matter?" "Yes." "No, Nathan, it doesn't. Because they're not wrong, are they? About the core fact? We did sleep together. 18 months ago, in your father's library, on the floor like teenagers because we were too sad and too lonely to do anything else. And we can call it grief or love or a mistake, but the fact is still there and everyone can smell it on us." "Let them smell it." "Don't do that." She laughed, humorless. "Don't do the noble, possessive thing now. You had your chance to do the noble thing that morning and you chose to make me feel cheap so you could feel less guilty." The words landed. He flinched. "Is that what you think? That I think you're cheap?" "I think you think I'm Daniel's. And I can't be that anymore. I built a whole life in Chicago where I was just Lila. Not Daniel's Lila. Not your - whatever I am to you. Just Lila." She was breathing hard. She hated that she was breathing hard. He walked around his desk. He didn't touch her. He had learned not to touch her unless she said yes. "You're not Daniel's," he said quietly. "You were never Daniel's. Daniel -" He stopped. Daniel was still a saint in this building. "Daniel loved you the way he loved everything. Like you were an acquisition that made him look good. He was my brother and I loved him, but he never once asked you what you wanted to build. He only asked what would look good next to him." It was the most disloyal thing he had ever said out loud. Lila stared at him. "You don't get to rewrite Daniel to make yourself feel better either." "I'm not. I'm trying to -" He ran a hand through his hair. "God, I'm bad at this. Tara's right. I should have stayed in Oakland." At the mention of Tara's name, Lila froze. "You talked to Tara?" "She called me. Yesterday. Told me if I hurt you again she would fly here and break my drafting hand." Despite herself, despite the Slack post and Richard and the girl in the kitchen, Lila laughed. A real one this time. "She would." "She's terrifying. I like her." "Everyone likes her until she's terrifying at them." They stood there, the fight gone out of both of them, leaving just the tired truth. "Tara says," Lila said, looking at the skyline, "that love born in loss is not automatically a betrayal." Nathan went very still. "Is that what this is?" he asked. "Love?" She didn't answer. She picked up her files. "I have a meeting. I need to go be Daniel's ex-fiancée somewhere else." She was at the door when he said, "Lila." She turned. "For the record, I don't care what Blind says. Let them talk." She held his gaze. "For the record, Mr. Hale," she said, using the title like a weapon, like a promise, "I do. Because I worked too hard to be a footnote." She left. At 8 p.m., she was still on the 38th floor when a delivery came up. No sender. Just a small paper bag from the deli downstairs. Inside: one black coffee, no sugar, and one pack of the cheap peanut butter crackers she ate at 2 a.m. when she was on deadline. No note. She didn't need one. Daniel never knew how she took her coffee.
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