Jax stayed exactly where he was.
Nico’s legs were still loosely hooked around his hips, bare feet brushing the backs of Jax’s thighs every time he shifted.
The kitchen lights were dim enough that the pendant above them cast soft gold circles across Nico’s collarbones and the open V of his sleep shirt.
Chocolate from the melting ice cream had smeared a thin line across Nico’s lower lip. He hadn’t licked it away yet.
Jax’s hand was still wrapped around Nico’s wrist. Just enough to remind them both there were lines. Rules.
A mission that did not include standing between a mafia heir’s thighs at two in the morning.
Nico didn’t seem to care about lines.
He leaned in closer until their noses almost brushed. “You taste like caramel,” he whispered. His free hand slid up Jax’s chest again, palm flat over his heart.
“Your heart is going so fast. Are you scared of me, Jax?”
Jax forced a slow breath. “I’m not scared of you.”
Nico’s smile curved, slow and knowing. “Liar.”
The word hung between them, soft but sharp. Nico’s fingers curled against Jax’s skin, nails grazing just enough to send a shiver racing down his spine.
Jax tightened his grip on Nico’s wrist. Nico tilted his head, studying Jax’s face like he was memorizing every line.
“You always look so serious,” Nico murmured. “Like you’re carrying the whole world on your shoulders.”
His thumb brushed the edge of Jax’s jaw. “Let me take some of it. Just for tonight.”
Jax opened his mouth to say no. The word was right there, heavy on his tongue.
Instead he asked, “What do you want, Nico?”
Nico’s eyes darkened. Not playful anymore. Hungry. “I want to know what you look like when you stop pretending.”
The kitchen felt smaller suddenly. The hum of the fridge louder. The drip of melting ice cream hitting the counter like a countdown.
Nico leaned forward and licked the corner of Jax’s mouth. Slow. Deliberate. Tasting the chocolate Jax had taken from the spoon. Jax’s breath caught hard in his throat.
Nico pulled back just enough to meet his eyes. “See? Sweet.”
Jax’s pulse roared in his ears. He could feel the exact spot where Nico’s tongue had been. It's warm, sticky, wrong in every way that mattered and right in every way that didn’t.
He should push Nico away. Step back. Walk out. Report the contact, call it a complication, move on.
Instead he stayed frozen, one hand still locked around Nico’s wrist, the other braced on the counter beside Nico’s hip.
Nico’s smile softened. He didn’t push for more. Didn’t lean in again. Just watched Jax with those wide, dark eyes, waiting.
The silence stretched.
Then Nico’s free hand slid slowly up Jax’s chest, under the open collar of his shirt, palm flat against bare skin.
Fingers splayed over his heartbeat. Not grabbing. Not demanding. Just resting there, feeling every thud.
“You’re shaking,” Nico whispered against Jax’s jaw. “I like that.”
Jax swallowed. His voice came out rough. “We can’t do this.”
Nico’s thumb brushed once, slow and gentle. “I know.”
He didn’t move to kiss him again. Didn’t climb higher. Didn’t push.
He simply stayed pressed close, hand warm under Jax’s shirt, legs still loosely wrapped around him, breathing in the same air.
Jax’s free hand came up on instinct, settling on Nico’s waist. To keep them both from falling into something neither of them could control yet.
Minutes passed like that. No words. No kisses. Just the quiet drip of melting ice cream, the low hum of the fridge, and two heartbeats slowly syncing under Nico’s palm.
Eventually Nico’s head dropped forward, forehead resting against Jax’s collarbone. His breathing evened out, soft and sleepy.
Jax stared at the wall over Nico’s shoulder.
He should move. Should carry him upstairs. Should do anything except stand here holding a mafia heir like he belonged in his arms.
But Nico’s hand stayed under his shirt, fingers curling slightly in sleep, and Jax didn’t move.
He stood there until his legs started to ache.
Then, carefully, he lifted Nico off the counter. Nico stirred just enough to wrap his arms around Jax’s neck and mumble something incoherent against his throat.
Jax carried him through the swinging door, down the shadowed corridor, up the back stairs to the guest wing.
He kicked the door shut behind them. Locked it.
The room was dark except for moonlight spilling across the bed.
Jax laid Nico down gently. Pulled the blanket over him.
Nico’s hand slid out from under Jax’s shirt only to catch Jax’s wrist, tugging weakly.
“Stay,” he mumbled, eyes still closed. “Just… stay.”
Jax looked down at him. The messy hair, chocolate still smeared on his lip, fingers curled around Jax’s wrist like a lifeline.
He should leave. Go back to the security station. Write the report. Pretend this never happened.
Instead he sat on the edge of the mattress.
Nico’s hand relaxed, but didn’t let go.
Jax stared at the wall.
Outside the window the estate slept.
Inside the room everything Jax had built felt thinner than ever.
And somewhere in the back of his mind, a small cold voice reminded him.
This was only the beginning.