When I was a kid,my father told me:“Andrew,just remember,you are the son of an old soldier,you should never surrender to your enemy.”I nodded,and beat the other children who provoked me,saying that I'm a son of b***h. Father never tell me where my mother went,and I never want to know anything about that woman,she must had her reason,I didn't think that a mother would abandon her son when he was only 6 months old and never went back for 16 years.
Yes,I grew up without a mother for 16 years,to be honest,it's very hard for the first several years,because children were always annoying,they loved to bully other children who were weaker than them. I hid deeply and almost nobody knew that I didn't have a mom. Since it's almost so finally they found that truth,somebody looked like very excited and told me to wait in the classroom after school. I didn't know what happened,but my father told me:“If somebody want to talk to you or something,just listen,don't refuse him or her.” So I waited after school,even I knew they were all assholes in the school.
I remembered that day was my 10 years old birthday,there were five children who wanted to talked to me. I was very anxious because my dad said he would give me a big surprise and I didn't want to miss. I sat in my chair,looked up,watched the big face of Amber,who was the son of our town's mayor:“What do you want to say?”
Amber smiled like a clown,he pointed me,laughing.“Oh,we all know that you don't have a mom,you poor fella!”I shrugged,I knew this would happen one day,and I had prepared for this for several years. “Ah,yeah,I don't have a mom,sorry for that.”I packed my bag,stood up,tried to leave the classroom.
“Stop!you must be a son of b***h!”Amber shouted from my back,his partners all laughed. I stoped,lay down my bag,ok,it's your choice.
30 minutes later,policemen were coming,I was washing my fist in the washroom,there were to much blood in my fingers. I didn't kill them,but they should be in the hospital for several months. Amber's father was there,his face looked like being punched by a truck. My father was there too,he looked at me,just said:“oh,boy,you are grown up.”
One month later,I was sent to an army called KGPO,father told me that's the hell for a child,but I had lived in the hell since I was born,who cares?
So,that's my childhood,not interesting,not boring,it just ended.