The Twilight Diaries

Chapter 9

As half the year has come and gone, graduation was only few months away. Heather and her friends were happy that school was finally ending. Stefan was still there for Heather, Elena had went home to her hometown, her and Stefan kinda took a break. Heather felt bad about it thought it was about her because Stefan was always with her. Paul had started to get a little jealous about it as well. He's said something's to her after Stefan went up to his room after they got home from school.

"Heather, I can't." Paul said as he slammed his hand on the table. "Its like were not together anymore. Your with that vampire more than your with me." He said waving his hand towards her friend.

"Excuse me!?" Heather said to him wit her eyebrow arches, like what are you saying.

"I get he's your friend and he's helping you with your vampire side but I can't."

"You can't what? Say it," she says then turns to heads towards the stairs. "You know what I know what your gonna say, just save it." Says as she took her first step. Then turns to look at the wolf. "You know what Paul, just leave and let's call it quits. I get you don't like vampires, but I am half vampire as well. Since I became this, you are the one that been distant from me."

"The hell I have. Your the one that wanted to space it out before you done anything to me. But it's fine for you to be around all those vampires!" He has yelled.

That made Heather really pissed off. She was shaking and so was Paul. Ira was just coming into the house from his job and saw what was going on.

"I SAID LEAVE NOW! I CANT EVEN STAND YOU, WE'RE OVER!" She screamed at him.

"Hey, hey what's going on here?" Her father asked.

"I want him out of my life." She said to her father.

"He can't, he's your imprint."

"I don't want him to anymore. We're done, over." She said as she ran up to her room and slammed her door.

Ira looked at Paul and his face was full of pain that no one can even describe it. He just walked out of the house and shifted once he was close to the woods. The pack was definitely gonna hear about this and she didn't care. Ira didn't even go to his daughter's room to talk to her or even check on her.

Heather didn't even want to be bothered with when she was upset. She wished her mother was alive to talk to her about this type of stuff. But she couldn't. The girl was so upset, she couldn't even handle her feelings.

She got up from her bed, took a nice hot shower to try to calm her down but nothing. So after she washed herself, she got out and got dressed. She put on her new skinny jeans that Rosalie had bought her with a tight low cut tshirt that Alice had picked with her converse. She threw her hair into a tight messy ponytail and vamped out of the house. She didn't know where she was going but she knew she didn't want to be there. It was the weekend anyways and all her school stuff was done. She ran towards Seattle. A type a city life that she are missed from back home where she lived with her mother.

As she thought about that, she started to cry. She couldn't control it. As she walked around the city, a man came lose to her.

"What's the matter, cutie. A girl like you shouldn't be crying."

"Me and my boyfriend got into it. He blames me for hanging out with one of my boy best friends." She had said.

She didn't even know this man and was telling him what had happened.

"You don't need a boy like that you need a man. Come with me and I'll make you feel good about yourself." He has said as he walked close to her.

"I know what you can do for me." She says.

"What's that?" He asked.

She looked into his eyes and started to compel him. "Your not gonna say anything, your not gonna scream or call for help. Your gonna let me take a drink and pretend your making love to a hot as girl and the night is over with."

As she said that, she leaned into his neck and started drinking from him. It made her feel good like no other. She was only drinking for a few moments then stopped. She realized what she was doing and didn't like that. She pushed the man and vamped away. She broke one of her laws what she told herself she didn't want to do. The treaty with the Cullen's.

"Oh god!" She thought.

She vamped from Seattle to Forks in matter of minutes to the Cullen's door steps. She was crying again and couldn't stop. She knocked on the door and Jasper answered the door.

"Heather, what's wrong?" He had asked her.

"I. I." She tried to say.

Carlisle was walking the stairs to see what was going on. She vamped over to him crying in his chest.

"Dear, what's wrong?" He had asked when the others were coming into the living room.

"I broke the treaty. I broke my own law that I didn't want to do."

"What are you talking about? How did you break the treaty?"

"I drank from a human in Seattle."

"Oh dear." Esme the mother figured had said.

"Did you kill him?" Carlisle asked.

"No, I compelled him and after I saw what I was doing I pushed him away." She said.

He nodded then grabbed her hand and brought her to the couch and sat her down. Jasper was the closest to her to help calm her down.

"What made you do that?" Jasper asked.

For someone was having trouble with their new way of drinking blood he was curious on why she done it.

"Paul and I got into a fight. I yelled at him to leave and told him we were over. He just made me so mad that I took off. I started thinking of my mother how wish I could speak to her about this." She was saying then started to cry. She put her head in her hands. "I'm a monster. And Paul hates what I am. Hates that I hang out with Stefan and you guys a lot."

"Hey, just take deep breaths before you have an anxiety attack. Or get pissed and shifted in my house." The dr told her.

"Ima make you some tea, how do you like it?" The loving mother has asked her.

"A little bit of sugar, I don't care." She has said.

Jasper placed a hand on her back and she flinch a little at his touch. The others had left the room letting only Carlisle and Jasper in the room. Once Esme brought her some tea she had left as well. Carlisle got up and Jasper replaced his spot and Heather leaned into him a little falling asleep after awhile.

Carlisle went up to his office and called Stefan. He answered right away.

"Hello Carlisle,"

"Hello Stefan, can you come to my house. Heathens here and she kinda lost it. She's a complete mess."

"Yea, her and Paul got into it bad."

"Well it was mad enough that she compelled her a snack." The dr said.

"What!?" He said. "I'm on my way." Stefan said then hung up.

Stefan got out of his bed and walked down the stairs. Ira was in the kitchen cooking him came food.

"Hey, Stefan. Do you know what happened earlier."

"Other than Paul and Heather arguing and breaking up?"

"Yea, what was that about?"

"About me and her hanging out a lot I'm guessing and the fact that he don't like vampire's not even his own girlfriend." Stefan said. "But I gotta go, she's at the Cullen's having a break down."

"What? I'm coming with you." The father said as he put his food back up.

"You sure about that? Her feelings are on 10 right now."

"What do you mean?"

"When a human is turned into a vampire, all of their feelings and emotions are heightened, meaning that pain would turn into agony, sadness into depression, happiness into elation and much more on." Stefan explained to him.

"But she's not human, she's a wolf, a shapeshifter."

"Still part human. I've looked up more about shapeshifting, its just a supernatural human being that can shapeshift into any animal they want, but y'all choice werewolves. I'm learning more and more about y'all supernatural beings and compare them to mine." Stefan told him.

"Yes, that is true."

Stefan was about to walk out the door BBB it stopped and turned around to loom at the girls father.

"If your coming, please don't get all pissed off about what's going to happen."

"What do you mean?"

"You'll see when we get there?" He has told him.

Stefan and Ira walked out of the house and got into Stefan's car and drove over to the Cullen's. As they were driving, Heather had fallen asleep on Jasper from her break down. You would think Alice would be really jealous of this since Jasper was her boyfriend but she liked Heather very much and knew that nothing would happen. As Carlisle and Edward came down, they looked at each other then went over to Heather.

"She feels a lot of pain." Jasper had said. "It makes me feel like crap."

"I'm sorry Jasper, it was the only way to calm her down." Carlisle said to him.

"She misses her mom a lot." Edward was saying. "She wish she could speak to her again about her boyfriend problems."

"Poor child." Esme had said.

As they were talking, they heard a car pull up. Then a few steps to the door, guessing Stefan had vamped up to the door then knocked.

Carlisle went to the door and opened it and saw that Stefan wasn't alone. The girl's father was just walking up the steps.

"Stefan, Ira. Thank you for coming, Stefan. I didn't know who else I could call."

"Like her father?" Ira started to say but Stefan stopped him. "Its fine, Carlisle. Least she came to y'all for help."

He had nodded and let them in. As they walked over to the living room, they saw she was leaning against Jasper. He was in pain, by the looks on his face and Stefan knew how she was feeling. He was once her so many life times ago.

"Jasper, by the looks of it, it ain't good."

"No, Stefan. All her pain and sadness, hate and anger its kinda making me feel crappy."

Stefan nodded then walked over to her. He moved her hair out of her face and shook her a little to wake her up.

"Heather, wake up."

She moan and groan not wanting to get up. So he shook her again. She finally woke up and saw Stefan was leaning down in front of her face.

"Oh Stefan," she says with tears in her eyes. Then sits up and hugs him.

"It's okay, things happen like that. Its hard to control your feelings and your hunger at the same time."

"That's the thing, I wasn't hungry. I just wanted to do it to feel better but it made me feel worse."

"Your drank from a human, Heather. You broke the treaty we had with the Cullen's." Her father scolded her.

"Ira, no she didn't. She didn't kill or turn the human so the treaty is still fine. Let's not tell the others about this." The dr had said.

Ira nodded his head at him and sat next to his daughter. He rubbed her back to make her feel a little better and by the looks of Jasper's face, she was calming down.

"Heather, I get Paul and you are together and that I am stopping that, I can leave and go back home."

"Maybe that's for the best." Ira mumbled not knowing his daughter heard him or not. But guessing she did when she had faced him.

"No, I need you. Your the only one that gets me. We're the same. He can just get over himself." She had said.

Stefan nodded. "Well you need to control your emotions, they are heighten. What you felt when you were human, is on 10."

"How did you feel when you were in my state?" She had asked.

"I turned off my humanity and became the ripper. It was a bad time for me. And you don't ever want to turn off your humanity." Stefan told her.

"Let's go home. Leave the Cullen's be for tonight." Ira had said. "Thank you again with her." He had told them all.

They nodded. As Stefan helped her up out of the house, he threw his keys to her father so he could drive while he holds onto her in the car. To make her feel safe. To be loved again.

When they pulled up to the house, Heather was already asleep in Stefan's lap, and on top of that, some of the pack was standing on their porch. As Ira parked, he turned his head to the back and looked at Stefan then Heather. He took a breathe then got out.

"Ira, Heather's gone!" Paul had said.

"No, we found her." Ira told him just as Stefan came out with Heather in his arms asleep.

As Stefan started to walk to the house, he had looked at Paul and the others for a moment then looked down at Heather. Something in him, he was kinda falling for her but not knowing why. She was with someone.

As Stefan stepped up on the porch, he heard someone growl and it wasn't just anyone, it was Paul.

"Paul, stop." Ira had told him. "If it wasn't for him, we wouldn't have found her. They are just friends. He helps her vampire side. Would you be able to help her with that. No, you wouldn't. So go home now, before some s**t starts."

"Fine, for you I will." He has said. "But I'm not liking that. Its like she wants him instead of me."

"Paul, your her imprint. I get your jealous, but your a hot head and you need to stop and think what your doing to my daughter. I can't even help her with what she's going through. Her own mother isn't here to help her with what she is going through. So go home now!"

Paul was mad but not at their elder. He was mad at himself. The elder was right about all of it. He was a jealous hot head. He couldn't know or even help her with what going on.

Life was different in their world, you couldn't just head over to someone and ask for help. They had to help themselves with what they were going to. Life is short if they want it to be. But for some its not.

Sorry if this is short, there wasn't much to put into this. I lost a lot of ideas for this chapter. But I promise the next chapters will be great or at least I'll try.

Have a nice night and stay warm.

God bless.

Xoxoxo