The Inevitable Evidence

4.

PDV Tobias

I just got home, no one is home because my father went to pick up my brothers from school and high school. Once I opened the door, I took my shoes off directly and went to my room and more specifically to my bathroom to be able to heal my wounds.

When I pass the disinfectant on my phalanxes, the flashback of the blows I put to Jaison comes back to me in full pear. Strangely, I do not regret having done so. Yes, I'm completely at fault because I hit the weak point of Jaison and I totally let off steam on him. Our friendship never reached that point, a lot of unspoken and things I knew during the holidays put me in bulk and I chose strength over dialogue and then it’s not like he didn't throw me like the last night I went to his house. So, I don't regret hurting him and touching his ego. The only thing I could perhaps regret is the image I leave of myself to others, i.e., Emilio, Driss and Eidan but hey, they also made no effort towards me and since I do nothing   for them, I receive nothing in return. It doesn't get any worse. I'm glad I saw who I could count on...

I pass a new cotton on my eyebrow arch and take the ice pocket that I took when entering a few minutes earlier on my cheek, at the exact spot where Driss hit me. Nevertheless, I still can't believe I fought, what's more, Jaison. I had never fought before, never argued with anyone as much as that. I'vealways been shy and obliterated but I'm proud to assert myself now even if it wasn't the right way. But now that I'm with Damian and I've really realized that it was the best thing that happened to me - among other things - I must admit that the status of popular is not to displease me, I even got used to it.

When I look in the mirror, I fail to scream with fear when I see The reflection of Maddison. I was so absorbed in my thoughts that I didn't hear him come in and up. I get back into my action and pull a bandage out of the drawer under my sink.

"Wait, I'll help you. She speaks with her bag on my bed and taking the bandage from my hands. Please stick your back against the sink. She asks me, starting to remove the edges of the dressing to stick it.

-      I have a better idea... I say mischievously.

She looks at me raising her eyebrows, surprised that I tell her that since I usually don't take any steps towards her. I put my hands under her buttocks and hoist her over the sink.

-      What happened to you all of a sudden? What’s going on in that pretty, broken head? Does she ask the question by caressing my cheek tenderly.

-      Do I really have a reason to do this? I say, looking her in the eye. Any reason to do that, too? I continued by kissing her in the neck, leaving even a slight purple trace that makes her throw her head back in pleasure. What about that? I end by taking his face in my hands and kissing him on the mouth. »

It doesn't take long for her hands around my neck and legs to my waist. I love it when she surrenders completely to me, without restraint. It's so powerful and enjoyable how I feel when she does it that it surprises me myself."

Maddison passes her hands down my hips and takes off my t-shirt paying close attention to my face. She melts on my neck leaving me lollipops, and I wear her to take her to my bed, she clings more strongly to my waist without stopping her lips from meeting mine and  moans when I lay her heavily on the bed. I dominate her with my whole body by finding myself on her and she runs her hands over my torso leaving some wet kisses that aim to make me warm, which works very well.

I pull the swathes of her top and pass it over her head, touching her breasts with my fingers seeing that I was already making a lot of effect on her and that she is not wearing a b*a. She spreads her legs instinctively to get me closer to her when I get back above her body. I storm her n*****s, lick and bite slightly making her moan under my tongue. Maddie stretches me to her with her hand on my chin to kiss me while undoing the belt of my jeans and lowering it to my feet as I trample to be separated from it. She bites her lower lip when she sees me take it off because I am now dressed only in my underwear and therefore on par with her since all she has left is her panties.

I come back to the bed, overhanging it completely. She swaps roles suddenly and starts rubbing shoulders with me, straddling me. I hear my father come home with two brothers, who make a scramble not possible. When I said this to me, I suddenly remember that Maddison is still on me, wearing his simplest camera.

"f**k Mad, Austin's on the stairs, get dressed fast!!! I was hurriedly writing as I heard these steps in the hallway, running.

-      Find me something to wear then, I'll tell you that it was you who undressed me!

-      Yes, I know but I didn't know they were coming back so fast!

We suddenly look at each other, me trying to find my pants because if I'm shirtless it's not that bad and Maddison completely lost with his blond hair in battle on his head, putting on shorts and my football jacket on the chair. We're leaving in a laugh just as Austin opens the door on the fly.

-      Tobias! You saw, it's me who you are saying bonj ... He doesn't finish his sentence when he sees Maddison in my room.

This sentence, even unfinished, makes me smile because it is often that I repeat to him that he did not come to say hello to me or give me a hug when he comes home from school or when he gets up and it often ends in an assault of tickles and kisses everywhere until he gives in by scuffling. I look at my brother still on the doorstep and quickly understand that he has his eyes fixed on my face, which I had forgotten about bruises. His bushy smile, which he owes to Melora, makes me wary and I am right.

-      Dad! You'll never guess what Tobi did! He fought! Does he run in the opposite direction towards the other people in the house.

I'm going to kill that kid... I really think I'm going to do it then. I hate him, I'm still going to get a sermon from my dad all because of Jaison, damn it."

I go out when I turn around to keepan eye on my girlfriend, I see her wiped away her tears, disturbed, I ask her what's going on, while trying to follow her gaze. His eyes are placed on youdophoto... of three people with a beaming smile, Austin, Melora and me, together for the anniversary of it. And that's where I'm gettingcloser to the derogatory attitude Austin has always had towards Maddison, I know she'd like to have some semblance of a relationship with him. I hasten to shoot the photo to pick it up and, being printed on rigid photo paper, prepare my most beautiful card throws towards the trash with a sublime gesture worthy of the greatest launchers, I'm proud of me. I put myself in front of Maddison and say in a low voice as I put my hand through his hair: 

"It will come, promise you."

She nods gently and I prepare her in my arms and ends up laying a kiss on her forehead, as I saw a lot of people do to their girlfriend. We both go down, hand in hand, walk by step. Once down, I watch the room as it runs to the front door. They're still in the lobby which doesn't suit me, Ryan is taking off his shoes and putting them in the compartment provided for   this purpose while Austin is obviously down, and proudly waiting next to my father who takes off his jacket to put it on the hanger and put it in the dressing room. 

"Oh, hey Maddison! Tell my dad. Ididn't know you were coming! Areyou okay?

-      Hello yes thank you and you're okay? Answer the concerned, a smile on her face.

-      Yes, it's fine thanked you!

I always feel that there is an embarrassment between my family and Maddie, whereas with Melora, it's like she's always been part of the family.... Well, it's true too but it bothers me that they don't make any effort except Ryan. Besides, he gets up and takes Maddi her in his arms to say hello to him, which causes a little smile on the corner of his lips, perhaps because he is the only person who, despite his affection for Wheeler, still manages to appreciate him. 

-      How did your duty go? in Algebra I think right? then asked my blonde as he slowly walked away from her.

-      Yes, is the one where you had me a little help to revise and it's okay it was not so bad! Thank you Mad!

-      Et without cheating? asked him when I opened the door since Maddison has to go to cheerleader training.

-      Did Tobias just tell your brother?

-      Non-I don't cheat myself. Retorts Ryan ironically as a no-brainer in front of my father.

-      Short, it's going to I laugh it's good I know he will succeed!"

I then kiss Maddie to say goodbye and I hear Austin make a "beurk" drip when I see us, making me sketch a smile and pushing me to keep going a little more, feeling my opposite smile against my lips. I go home, close the door and as I walk to the fridge, I make fun of Austin's reaction to him by making a grimace and repeating "beurk" like him, with a childish air pulling his tongue and overplaying.

I catch a drink in passing and decide to use the Ice Tea after putting e-cla-te to go out all what prevented me from taking out the bottle without risk a c*****e by making everything fall and plague against my family who does not know tidy a fridge properly, I filled my glass with this nectar that I was so eager to drink and listens what happens. Austin and Ryan are fighting, probably for a piece of junk, and while drinking my Ice Tea, I’m even dad beckoning me to follow him out, so I am, knowing what he wants to talk to me about.

"Well, are you explaining it to me now? Dingwith a nod of the head my face that I had barely cared for given what happened next.

-      What? I say by pretending not to understand.

-      We are not going to turn around the pot, I remind you that you have practiced and I want my explanation before, your little brother saw you I tell you; you realize the example you show him? A big brother who's fighting? He said, insisting strongly, which is beginning to stretch me.

-      What do I mean, I fought? I answered, defensively, with an air of "You're telling me what's in it?" I just fell in training! I explained by anting a white because my father is not fooled but I  immediately represent myself with a false explanation. I wallowed first on a good meter trying to catch the ball and I didn’t see where I was going that's all! I end up saying with the voice a little higher and disdainful.

-      Yes of course, you won't do it to me! I was young before you and we won’t move from here until you tell me!

-      You want me to tell you what? Shrugging his shoulders casually, drunk.

-      Why did you fight Tobias?

I lean against the wall, sheltered in my phone, just to have some semblance of anoccupy to control mynervousness

-      See you then? I'm still waiting! He insists, his voice a little louder, startling me.

-      But I don't want to talk to you, you don't need to know!

-      Oh, yes? You are still under my roof and I want to know how my son could have changed so much.

Knowing he's referring to my old friends, I got nervous.

-      It's not the question lets me it's good. You always have the same speeches, Dad.

-      Tobias serious! I don't want to trap you; I'm your father and I just want my kids to be good and their lives are going well. I'd like to know why you fought and if you don't tell me anything, it's probably related to Emilio or Jaison! Contrary to what you think, I know you.

I sigh... but I can't lie to him visibly anymore.

-      It's because of Jaison, I just defended myself.

-      Jaison, Jaison Prescott? Your best friend, the little brown head I saw growing up, did you hit? Stop lying but if it turns out to be true then you had to look for it properly because it didn't miss you.

-      So, you're defending him?

-      Oui indeed! Remind me that I'm wrong if I'm wrong, you explain.

-      Laisse fall I don't feel like I'm going to belate. I say, as I go home.

-      It's not over yet! Whydid he hit you? 

-      But it's not your f*****g stories.

There on the other hand I can not say, I try to turn my back on him

-      That's right, I’ll grant you!  I'd just like to find my son and since you've been hanging out with... Damian, you have changed a lot and I do not like it, especially the example you give to your brothers and with the behavior you have with everyone, you had to sacrament them deserved these blows!

-      Stop Dad, stop! I don't want you or the boys to be in my stories, it's my life and I do what I want with it, if you're not happy it's the same but respect it! You have nothing to say to me, you may be my father but it ends there! I made my choices, you have to accept them because even if you might think I'm doing the wrong things, I've never felt better and myself and it's thanks to Damian! I was exploding in front of him, frowning and staring black. Damian is good, I need more Melora and Jaison in my life, I am finally the one who slept in me. Finally, that's what I repeat myself..."

I turn my back on him for good and comes in past Austin who does I not know what on the kitchen table, I do not take the time to look, I cross and I hear the words of my father at the same time.

"Anyway, every time we try to talk to you about them you turn on, I really wonder why I try to understand you and help you because you don't want to listen to me. But start fighting Tobias again and you go to your mother's. Because this is not my son that I have before my eyes."

I can't stand him saying that to me and talking to me openly, it annoys me he's right but at the same time I can't admit it, and then always at the wrong time the discussion eh! I was on time and I have to hurry. I'm ruminating, angry, frustrated, angry about what's just happened now. Always forced to bring her back eh and then he speaks of them as if they were perfect. The other Jaison there, the perfect nianiania son I'm fed up it really feeds me. All he has to do is say that he is like his son is faster!

I go into my bathroom, I take the stairs, barely looking at the paintings hanging on the walls, I climb the steps two by two to catch the time lost in this discussion of misfortune. Ifail tojostle Ryan who was about to go down and sink me into my cocoon, I straddle the few clothes that fellfrom my office chair in the heat of the moment.   I lower my   knees and stretches my arm to retrieve the previously hung photo where you could see Melora, Austin and me, joyful asever. Indeed, it's very different with Maddison ... but no time to think about it, I rush into the bathroom, pivots on the right and turns on one of the two taps to pass me a shot of water while finally remembering a moment similar to this but in any way different.

Flashback

I'm quietly drawing on my desk at my father's house when I hear screams from below. Curious, I come down because I think I recognized the voice of my younger brother, Austin. Arriving at the top of the stairs, the scene that happens before my eyes fit it incredibly smile. My best friend, Melora, just made a surprise to this one for his birthday. He must have thrown himself into his arms because he reminds me of a koala refusing to detach himself from his mother or in the case of my brother his big sister at heart.

I sit on the railing and contemplate the scene before my eyes. I hear a door open and close and see the sleeping head of my other brother, Ryan, who once next to me answersin front of them both. He puts his arm around my shoulders and says a simple sentence:

"We're lucky it's lightening up our lives. Look at Dad. »

He shows me with my father's head, leaning against the kitchen wall, watching my little brother show Melora his brand-new drawing, who confesses that I have competition. My father hasn't smiled like that since my mother left, and when I saw my best friend's eyes, I'm smothering her silent thanks to her with her eternal smile that I love so much.

Flashback end

As I remember that, I remember how different Melora is from Maddie.

The three of us used to be friends during our college year and I admit to having snippets of memories but I didn't think there had been so much animosity between them, they were pretty close, even a lot. I never knew what was going on on their side, I knew that they both loved me and that it was complicated for Melo since Maddison was always very jealous and possessive towards me. And I remember she kept saying that we were in love with each other with Maddie and I always denied that... What an irony when you know the current situation...

Then Maddison moved, I tried to keep talking to her but I walked away from her and got as close as I could to Melora. Once the blonde was gone, it was like a no-brainer for me; It was Melora that I preferred and who did me the best...

Now, when Maddison is home, my father avoids him; he always locks himself in his office whereas when Melora was there, he always made sure to finalize his birch or put him aside to enjoy his presence with our family.

Ryan, on the other hand, is the only one who spends the most time with her, he is always present to open the door or to laugh with her on the edge of the pool when I take too long to get down or whatever and that is thanks to the fact that he is very sociable. He's very angry with Melora, he can't stand my behavior but he's trying to be nice to Maddie.

On the other hand, for Austin it's different, he came to understand that Melora would only come as often as before and that he lost it because of me. At the height of these 5 years, no one has been able to fill the gap that this one has left him except Jaison who still comes to see him at the end of school when it is my father who goes to get him and not me. At the same time, Melora has always been there since her birth. He doesn't like Maddison at all, he never says hello to her and royally ignores her when she's there and she's trying to tie something with him but on the one hand I can't blame her, he considered Melora a member of the family.

It was really great years, we were all happy, without too much trouble, I had a group of golden friends, real friends for whom I counted, and a better friend more radiant than the others, and bringing the sun to my family who now miss everyone ... All this to say that Maddie distracts me from my classes differently from Melo, let's move on.

I dress for training, putting on the team jersey, matching shorts and aiming to put on my jacket when I feelI didn't have it since Maddison stole it from me a little earlier. I grab my gym bag and go down to the kitchen where I see my little family tasting and talking about Ryan's day. My father is leaning on the worktop and getting a coffee run down and my brothers are face to face eating chocolate. I take a bottle of water from the fridge that I store in my bag, kissing on Austin's forehead and patting the other one who eats and gives me a black look.

"What time do you get home? My father asks me. 

-      7pm as usual.

-      Okay, try not to fight again please.

-      I'd try!! I laughed as I nodded to Ryan, who looks up at the sky.

I tried by all means to break the ice with him but nothing helps. He's still so cold and distant with me and it's starting to weigh on me. But I prefer not to raise for the instant. With Ryan it's complicated, I'd like to share things but I can't, there's a cold between use’s I do not explain the provenance, and Melora is not there to warm it up.

-      Good tobi !!! training Throw my younger brother with his mouth surrounded by chocolate. Will we play a fight when you get home?

-      Only if you give me a hug before you go! 

Something he does immediately before he sits down.

-      Your brother is pretty beaten, don't you think? Demanded my father to the youngest of the siblings.

-      Yes, but he must teach me to beat the monsters.

-      Don't worry, warrior, I'll fight with you! RI was amused, royally ignoring the words of my sire.

-      In short. Did more than trying Tobias, that's advice! Replicate my father as I get out of the kitchen. See you tonight."

**

I get in my car and send Damian a message asking if I'm coming to pick him up.

As I start and open the garage door, he responds favourably. Damian lives only 10 minutes from home, so I quickly drive and plug my phone into Bluetooth to listen to my playlist. I get a little ambience while laughing when the song of the snow queen resounds in the car and plagues inside against Austin quickly realizing that he is the fault. 

Arriving in front of hishouse, I walk down the aisle and park next to his car. I'm waiting for him to come out by cutting off the contact and I'm looking at my twitter feed since I told him I just arrived. When I look up, I see him coming, all smiles despite his wound to the arcade that he had to heal. He may have had the upper hand over Emilio, he's still pretty skinned...

On the way, Damian explains to me that we have to calm the game with others even if the gossip has stopped, that football is still very serious and that this season is important for the team. We can have different ones but that on the ground it is imperative that we be welded together. I totally agree, I don't want to fight with them anymore. It's no use, we've all come to recruit to win and have a common passion and I know we're all capable of working as a team and the other guys who came don't have to go through our personal stories.

**

We just arrived in front of the stadium, I park and we both go out and see that the guys have all arrived, the coach as well. We go to the locker room to get rid of our bags and for my friend tochange. We get out quickly and we go outside.

Seeing in the state in which the boys are still in, I know that nothing was justified and that I have a lot of regret when I see Jaison. It was Eidan who did best, he has nothing, just like Driss however it is he who hurt me the most physically as well as mentally... Emilio, en rematch, must be the one who still has the most apparent injuries, Damian has not spared him...

The coach is talking about the season, what we already know and what he thinks of the team, which is very promising this year. He turns to Damian and asks if he wants to say anything since, he is the captain.

"Yes, thank you Coach Willie. He answers with the coach's hand on his shoulder. I would like to tell you that we should leave our different sides on the ground, we all want the same thing and it is won. To be successful this season, we have to be united and have the same goal. He explains, seriously in his role as captain. I have problems with some guys myself but it's stupid what we've done and we're all mature enough to support each other and at least gain good group cohesion."

He may have all the maturity of the world and the seriousness of a captain, he's going to have a hard time managing everyone but I also know that football matters, and that we both talked about it all so good. He exchanges a look with me and I support him by winking at him to relax him.

"I agree with you, if I came it for football and won. Driss replies, which is not surprising to me, I know that he loves the sport and wants to turn pro later. So, there's no problem with that, just try not to overdo your leadership power by dictating to me what I'm doing. Is he joking.

-      Thank you Driss, I wouldn't. It is together that we will decide our actions, our strategies.

-      However, Damian is the captain and if I chose him it is for a good reason then if he has something to tell you, he will say it and only in the interest of the team, not to command. Slice the coach.

-      It's working. Simply says Jaison just like almost most new ones.

-      I may not be the captain you would like to have but I'm really serious about my role and I really want us to be a good team because since we talked about it with the coach, we have every reason to say that this year can really be positive with the new members. Defends Damian from Emilio's black eyes.

-      You can see it, don't worry. Says a new one. And personally, I have no doubts about our abilities at all and I'm sure you'll take us far. It is also to have you as a coach that I decided to come to the recruitment.

-      Thank you. He said, clapping her hand. You are?

-      Joshua.

-      That's right, you're right. There's no point in hitting yourself or anything, it won't change anything. Higher Eidan. I even agree with Joshua' opinion, if you are the captain of the team it is because you are involved and serious and you have a certain positive reputation in the middle.

They all respond quite coldly, while tossing me, which I find strange but not you that it finally given what I was able to say to Jaison.

-      Nothing prevents you from hating yourself or anything outside but on the field, you have to be pro. I'm interfering.

-      That's no problem. Emilio answered, looking at Damian. But I'd listen to you on the field.

-      Well, the subject is closed. And I warn you, I don't want that on my team anymore, is that clear? We're threatening the coach.

We all respond positively to the coldness of our coach's words and we all sit down and listen to him speak.

In any case, welcome to the other newcomers. He addresses others, stopping any conversation about this incident. Introduce yourself and then we'll determine each other's positions."

In the order in which we sit, a tall brown presents himself; His name is Oscar, he is in science and he has been playing football since he knew how to walk because he has a father who is passionate about the sport. After that, it's the turn of a blond guy, small and rather well-mounted to talk; Niall, he is also in art with me and he already makes everyone laugh with his rather wacky presentation. Then we have two brothers; Jackson and Joshua, they are both dark brown, skin mated, tall, and strong. They're known in college because of their father who's an excellent defense attorney and their physique turns the heads of all the girls but they're super nice. Puis, a brown man next to me, raises his hand to introduce himself, quite shyly I confess. His name is Kwan, of Korean descent and he is in the same class as J.J. and tells us that he will try to fight his shyness with us. Finally, a small dark brown, with an incredible presence is announced; It's Adam, the director's son. He is of medium height, a beautiful angel face and ideas well in place, if he came to recruitment it is only because his father  forced him but the coach claims that he did well because he has good potential. After all his presentations, the coach decides to speak again, probably to get to the heart of the matter.

"Well then it remains to be determined your places. In preparation for last week's game, you set up a good game that turned out to be perfect. He explained to the Driss team, which also included Kwan and Niall. Indeed, the fact of having placed Emilio as a quarterback was wise, given his strength. Except that this position is occupied by Damian given his place as captain and that Emilio still has a lot to learn. 

-      I understand. Simply says the person concerned, visibly focused and serious.

-      We'd have to determine the defensive wingers. Suggest Adam.

-      yes, besides I think Tobias is pretty good in defense especially for tackles. Challenges Jaison, obviously still looping on me.

Do not answer, do not answer, especially not answer ...

-      I'm going to be... Breath Eidan. Stop, it's useless, we said we're starting on a good footing.

-      I know. Rumine Jaison, focusing on something else.

-      Tobias already has a position; he occupies the place of one of the close wingers in attack because he is very fast. The coach replies, ignoring Jaison's sting to my attention and gratifying me with a smile. And so, will Emilio. If I asked you to come today it is for you assign the main posts not for a showdown. He goes on, dry.

We all nod. The coach is right. No one dares say anything during the few seconds that look like minutes. We're boys after all, we're always provocative and even more so when there are stories between us so I feel it's going to be really complicated to get along well at first.

-      So. Take over the coach. Jaison, given your ability to evolve between defenders, it is rather better to post you in attack, so you will occupy the place of halfback as you did yesterday and Driss you will be fullback. Your positions complement each other and you will move forward with two. He adds.

-      It works coach. Driss replied, smiling at Jaison, who gave him back, and clapping his hand.

-      For Eidan, Jackson and Oscar, you’re fast and you, Eidan, you run fast and usually none of the three of you have lost balls, so you'll be far wingers alongside other guys absent today.

-      All right, I see. That's cool, thank you! Says Eidan with a smile on his face as he claps the hand of Oscar and Jackson who are next to him, while looking at Driss, probably because it is thanks to him that he is gifted.

-      Then, for the offensive line, we're missing a center, it's going to be you Adam.

-      My dad's going to be happy. He replies with a smile that has the gift of triggering hilarity in the team.

-      As for the two of you, Joshua and Niall, you’ll be part of our defensive wingers."

He then tells us to be there, next week after our classes, at 5pm, on the field and in uniform every Tuesday and Wednesday. So, there is no training today or tomorrow but Damian offers us to do whatever extras point. I decide to go and get some balloons and Niall offers to come and help me. We're getting to know each other a little bit.

**

After taking balloons and shooting for more than 1 hour, we see several girls sitting down to watch us, including the cheerleaders and thus Maddison who has finished his recruitment. Damian decides to stop the kind of training and go change and go home.

In the locker room, no one opens their mouths except Adam and Oscar who are real pipelette and who make us laugh all the way. While I'm packing my stuff in my bag, I ask Damian if I should take him home but he tells me it doesn't have to be because his father is picking him up, I'll give him a hug and by the stadium to join Maddison who's waiting for me to take my car into his phone.

"Tobi? I heard behind my back, ready toss the one who called me by a nickname that I would like to forget.

This is Jaison.

-      What do you want from me, Prescott? I answered him coldly and tossed him with my eyes.

-      Do you think we could meet to talk tonight? He asks me, putting his hand behind his skull.

I know he puts his pride aside by proposing to me especially after what I said about Melora, but I can't accept it.

-      No thank you. I have other plans. I say by pointing to my girlfriend who has not moved.

-      Oh... Ok. I should have known that. He replies coldly.

-      If you say so. Hello. Do I end by saying by kissing Maddie once she arrives at her, knowing that after this refusal it will be impossible for me to reconnect with Jaison."

I start and leave in a hurry to bring Maddison home and return home to take advantage of my father and my brothers who are waiting for me.

If one day I had been told that our friendship would end like this I would have smashed his mouth. 

- Jaison.