Mark Lawson, you're in my brain. The last few weeks have been some of the most exciting days of my life. The anguish, the anguish, the anguish, the anguish, the anguish, It had been a roller coaster ride that I didn't want to come to an end. Is this how it is in your world? Thank you if this is the case. It gave me a sense of vitality. I've only known you for three weeks, but I've known you all my life. And not in the way that "our souls are eternally connected" implies. Since kindergarten, you've literally been my next-door neighbor. I wish you could view me in the same light that I do. It terrifies me. There's nothing to hold on to, no reason to believe it won't happen again. I remember that night at the lake, when we were so close to... well, you know what I mean... I can se

