Back to Clarissa’s P.O.V
I left with my heart in a million pieces. I haven’t said goodbye to Eric, or ask an explanation, but this was for the best. I don’t think I would have been strong in front of him. It was the hardest thing to leave, but to ask him about the rejection, that would have been impossible. I had to keep telling myself it was a good thing that I have left like this, otherwise I would have returned and waiting for him at the castle's door. That would have been really pathetic. And I hoped I was right. Is never easy to do the right thing, and I am pretty sure this was the case.
Given the fact that his life was already arranged and was about to get married, I wasn’t having a place in it. Or maybe he would have proposed to be lovers after his marriage. Since he marked my he
