The room remained silent, save for that jagged, synchronized breathing. Astraeus lay slumped against Vane’s chest, his skin no longer pale and blue, but flushed with a healthy, borrowed warmth. The poison air of the planet no longer burned his throat, the oxygen felt sweet and clear. As Astraeus slowly opened his eyes, he realized the terrifying truth: he could feel Vane’s lungs expanding as if they were his own. He could feel the low, satisfied thrum of the wolf soul and the cold, calculating possessiveness of the alien soul, both coiled tightly around his heart like iron vines.
Vane held him with a terrifying tightness, his nose buried deep in Astraeus’s damp hair, inhaling the scent of his conquest.
"You're breathing!!!!"
Vane whispered, his voice thick with a raw, shaky relief. He leaned down and pressed a lingering, heated kiss to the jagged mark on the boy's shoulder.
"You’re mine now, Sweetheart. You can hate me for a thousand years, but you will do it while you're alive, and you will do it in my arms."
Astraeus looked at the man who had saved him by breaking him. He could feel the heavy, invisible chain of the bond tightening with every heartbeat, a mental leash that pulsed with Vane’s dark emotions. He was alive, his body finally functioning in this alien world, but the heaven he came from the golden life on Earth was now a world away, a fading dream he could never touch again.
Vane didn't move. He simply stayed there, holding Astraeus to his chest, his grip making it clear that even in the aftermath, there was no such thing as distance between them anymore. Astraeus closed his eyes, a single tear tracing a path through the sweat on his temple, realizing that his survival was just another word for his imprisonment.
Seeing that single, lonely tear, the predatory fire in Vane’s eyes finally dimmed, replaced by a soft, shimmering devotion. He let out a long, shaky breath, his muscles finally relaxing as the adrenaline of the claim began to fade. He realized how much he had put his fragile mate through. Slowly, Vane pulled back, though he didn't break contact, his hands moving with a new, careful gentleness.
"You’re okay now, sweetheart... I’ve got you."
Vane murmured, his voice dropping into a velvety, soothing hum.
He reached for a soft, silk cloth sitting in a basin of warm, scented water on the nightstand. With a tenderness that seemed impossible for a man of his size, Vane began to clean Astraeus’s skin. He wiped away the sweat, the stray tears, and the traces of their messy union, moving the cloth over Astraeus’s trembling limbs as if he were cleaning a piece of priceless, fragile porcelain. Every time the cloth passed over a bruise or a mark he had made, Vane would pause, his jaw tightening with a mix of regret and possessive pride.
Astraeus remained limp, too exhausted to fight, his eyes fixed on the ceiling as he felt Vane’s large, warm hands tending to him. It was a terrifying contrast, the monster who had just forced his way into Astraeus’s soul was now acting like a devoted servant.
Once Astraeus was clean, Vane pulled the heavy, indigo silk duvet over both of them, tucking the edges around Astraeus’s shoulders to keep out the slight chill of the Zurich night. He shifted his weight, pulling the boy back into the hollow of his chest, anchoring him there.
"Sleep, my love!!!"
Vane whispered. He leaned down and pressed a soft, lingering peck to Astraeus’s forehead, his lips staying there for a heartbeat as if checking for a fever. Then, he moved lower, his breath hitching as he saw the boy’s lips flushed and swollen from their kisses. With a look of pure, concentrated love, Vane pressed a feather-light, apologetic peck to those swollen lips, lingering just long enough to feel Astraeus’s shaky breath against his own.
"I’m never letting go of you my Beautiful Mate…"
He breathed against the boy’s skin. Astraeus didn't have the strength to answer. He lay there with his eyes closed, the darkness behind his eyelids providing a small, fragile sanctuary from the intensity of the room. He remained perfectly still, his body feeling heavy and disconnected, like a marionette with its strings cut.
Vane didn't move away, the territorial hunger of the Zurich King was far from sated. He simply shifted his weight, anchoring Astraeus against his broad, radiating chest. His large, calloused hand moved upward, his fingers threading through Astraeus’s damp blonde hair. He began to stroke the strands with a rhythmic, hypnotic slowness, a gesture that was terrifyingly gentle compared to the storm that had just passed.
As those fingers moved through his hair, trying to coax him into a sleep his mind was too shattered to accept, the memories of home began to leak into Astraeus's consciousness.
Slowly, the heavy, mechanical thud of Vane’s hybrid heart began to slow, the jagged edges of his breathing smoothing out into the deep, steady cadence of sleep. The iron grip around Astraeus’s waist didn't loosen, even in slumber, the Zurich Prince held him like a hoard of gold but the tension in Vane's massive frame finally bled away.
Vane had fallen asleep, satisfied and anchored by the bond, but for Astraeus, sleep was a world away. He lay wide awake in the indigo shadows, his eyes snapping open to stare at the heavy silk curtains of the four-poster bed.
The silence of the room was now filled only by the heavy, rhythmic sound of Vane’s breathing was the only thing filling the silent room, a stark contrast to the wreckage of the bed and the shattered remnants of Astraeus’s spirit. Vane held him with a terrifying tightness, his massive, sweat-slicked chest heaving against Astraeus’s back, pinning him in a protective cage that felt more like a prison cell.
Astraeus lay paralyzed, staring at the indigo shadows of the curtains with eyes that felt hollow. His body was a map of Vane’s possession, swollen, marked with purple bruises, and coated in the slick evidence of a bond he never asked for.
How did I get here?
The question echoed in the void of his mind. In a single, violent stroke of fate, his life had done a 360-degree turn, spinning him away from the sun and into this cold, alien darkness. Just months ago, he was the "Golden Boy" of a family that adored him. He could almost feel the phantom warmth of Earth’s sun on his skin, a world away from the suffocating ozone of Zurich.
He closed his eyes, and the memories surged forward, sharp and painful. He saw his big brother, always so overly protective, standing at the door of their family home. He remembered the soft, caring smile of his sister-in-law as she tucked his niece into bed that tiny, laughing girl who used to call his name. He thought of his best friend, the laughter they shared over nothing, and then... his fiancé. The man who was supposed to be his future, the one who held his hand and promised him a life of quiet, predictable peace.
Snatched. All of it.
In the blink of an eye, he had been ripped from the heart of his home and dragged thousands of miles across the stars to this nightmare planet. He had been told he was a "mate," a prize, a necessity for a King who looked like a man but acted like a monster. Vane had taken his freedom, his innocence, and his future, replacing them with a jagged mark on his neck and a heavy, invisible chain that tied their souls together.
He felt Vane’s hand, still resting possessively over his heart, feeling the steady, mechanical rhythm of the life he had "saved."
You didn't save me, Astraeus thought, a single tear finally escaping and soaking into the silk pillow. You just made sure I stayed alive to be yours.
The weight of the King’s arm felt like a mountain of lead. As the exhaustion finally began to pull him under, Astraeus let his mind drift back, back past the stars, back to that final, perfect evening on Earth before the sky opened up and the monster came for him.
A Few Days Back…
In a mansion that rivaled a royal palace, tucked away in the heart of City M of Country A, lay a bedroom drenched in shades of royalty and mystery. The walls were painted a deep, luxurious lavender, accented by the soft glow of white fairy lights draped like fallen stars. Fresh white lilies lined the vanity, their scent light and ethereal filling the room.
On a sprawling king-sized bed, Astraeus lay buried beneath a soft, furry violet duvet. Though he was a young man in his early twenties, there was an angelic, delicate quality to his features that seemed almost otherworldly.
A stray beam of morning sunlight peeked through the small gap in the violet curtains, striking his face directly. Astraeus stirred, a frown marring his smooth, moon-like forehead. The warmth was an unwelcome intruder in his peaceful slumber. His delicate nose flared in irritation, and a faint rosy hue spread across his cheeks not from health, but from the rising heat of his annoyance. His lips, naturally plush and pink, curled into a pout of subconscious sadness as he struggled against the wakefulness.
The sunlight made his skin glow as if he wore a literal halo. Groaning, he extended a pale, slender hand, fumbling for a spare pillow to bury his face and escape the golden glare. But just as he reclaimed the darkness, his phone erupted into a loud, jarring ringtone.
His beauty sleep was officially shattered.
Astraeus let out a soft, frustrated whine, his long lashes fluttering as he opened his innocent, hazelnut colored eyes. He blinked rapidly, squinting against the brightness of the room. With a heavy sigh, he reached for the side table, his fingers grazing the cool glass of his phone.
Looking at the caller ID, he huffed, his chest rising and falling with irritation. He swiped the screen to answer.
On the Phone Call:
"Yes, Zephyr "
He managed to mutter the greeting to his best friend, only for a sharp, high-pitched yell to blast through the speaker, making him wince.
"What the fish?! 'Yes'?! Is that all you have to say, Astra? And can you please do me the honor of explaining why you sound like you’re speaking from inside a grave?"
Zephyr’s voice was laced with suspicion. Astraeus froze, his sleepy brain finally connecting the dots. He cursed under his breath, the fog of sleep vanishing instantly.
"Oh, s**t!"
He shot up in bed, the violet duvet sliding off his chest as he checked the time on his screen. His heart skipped a beat.
"God! It's already 9:00 AM. I’m late. I’m so late!"
He whisper-yelled, his panic rising. On the other end of the line, Zephyr’s silence lasted only a second before he exploded in anger.
"Late?! For heaven's sake, don't tell me you were still sleeping! It’s high time, Astra! Do you think I’m mad? I’m standing here with all my luggage, waiting for you to pick me up for the airport, and you’re over there dreaming?! What the fish! How can you be so careless? We have a flight in two hours and you’re sleeping like a pig!"
Astraeus rolled his eyes at his dramatics, though he knew he was right. He let out a long yawn, rubbing one eye with his fist like a tired child.
"Calm down, Zephyr. Take a deep breath, buddy. Take a chill pill. You’re blabbering at the speed of a rocket. And look, thanks to your loud voice, I’m wide awake now. But let me remind you, this is all your fault. You’re the one who dragged me to that club last night even after I said no. I went to sleep late because of you. If we miss this flight, the credit goes entirely to Mr. Zephyr."
He accused him back, his voice regaining its sassy edge. On the other end, Zephyr went silent, the metaphorical image of a cat caught stealing milk. He knew he was right, but he wasn't about to surrender that easily.
"Whatever! If you’re finished scolding me for trying to get you out of your boring shell to have some fun, then drop the attitude, get your royal ass off that bed, and get ready! Move fast or we are losing those tickets!"
"Yeah, yeah... I’m coming."
He hung up the phone and dragged his body out of the luxurious warmth of the bed. He trudged toward the bathroom, shedding his shiny white silk gown of a sleepwear into a wash bag beneath the sink before stepping under the steaming spray of the shower, desperate for the hot water to wash away the traces of his dreams c*m nightmare.