Lucia pov
How could he say that? After all those things he did to me last night was a mistake, and he did it out of anger. It was never out of anger. It was so obvious that he was trying to r**e me. He was trying to r**e me, and that was why he did that to me. I could not help but have flashbacks of how he slammed me to the wall, how he tried to force me.
He forced me to do everything. All the intercourse was all forced. I felt nothing. I felt absolutely nothing for him. I wish I could just run away from here because now I feel disgraced and I feel bad. I can't even face him due to the fact that he sees me as a cheat. How can I cheat on him when I even want nothing but freedom? I wish he could understand me.
I really really wish he could read my mind, I thought to myself as I cleaned
