Between 2 Kings

11 - Leave

Both men's gaze turned from timid to soft and heated. I shifted my weight from one leg to the other.

"Baby" Liam coaxed "you are something we will always agree on"

"You are what brings us together, binds us, heals decades of damage to our shared soul" Paxton stated as his hand grazed my thigh.

"No, I can't fix you" I sighed

"You are" they said together Liam placed a kiss on my other thigh and my legs shook.

"I can't" I whispered.

"We didn't think there was anything left to share" Paxton sighed sadly.

"We didn't know that there were things we could still love together-" Liam started.

"Things we'd have to work towards together" Paxton laughed "neither of us has ever had to work this hard for anyone or anything we have wanted"

"Please" I breathed "I need to go home or I'm going to not be ok" my voice quaked as I spoke.and my knees shook.

"Love. You're already not ok" Liam laughed quietly "it's my favourite smell in the world"

"Please?" I whispered.

"Please what?" Paxton smirked up at me.

"Ple- Please." I knew what he wanted me to say "I need to go home. P- please, now." I moaned.

"Ok Bany. Ok" Liam answered picking me up and running to the car as I moaned.

We hurried back to the packhouse and I was a mess in the elevator up to the suite. Crying because the need was so intense. But, I didn't, couldn't have either brother help me. I didn't want them to touch me at all but I was desperate. By the time Liam placed me on the bed I scrambled for a vibrator, any vibrator but, I was too frantic. I just threw myself back and started fingering myself vigorously.

"Ple- please find me something sir" I begged "i need more" I moaned.

Paxton hurriedly found and retrieved a vibrator handing it to me and I quickly shoved it in, turned it on, all the way up and pushed it in further and twisted it around poking at different places searching for that spot I needed to make me c*m.

"Oh f**k me!" I screamed as I hit it and everything clenched. My orgasm tore through me making me shake as I felt my c*m trickling out past the vibrator and my moans turned into heavy breathing and eventually sighs as I pulled the vibrator out and it became totally apparent they had watched the entire show from within arms reach.

"Baby-" Liam started

"We need you" Paxton growled his gaze darkening. Both of them had almost completely blackened irises staring down at me hungrily biting and licking their lips. I pulled the covers around myself and turned away.

"I need you to leave" I sighed "please" I was getting quieter as i turned to look at them "I don't feel safe" it was barely a whisper when I said it and both men stepped back, eyes clearing looking completely broken by the words. "...and if you go home maybe I can be normal and I won't be in heat anymore and I might just.. go back to... being me" I sighed and Paxton fell to his knees Liam backed into the window and I looked down. "Maybe you'll find others and I can just find some boring sweet pack member" I murmurred.

"Baby-" Liam started to say, the softest I'd ever heard him speak.

"Please" I looked up at him "I don't want this" I pulled the blanket over my head and lay in a curled position on my side. There was silence in the room for a long time before footsteps notified me that they had left..

When I finally pulled the covers back I could see the sun was setting and the sky was painted the most beautiful blue and orange hues I watched silently as it darkened and cuddled myself to sleep.

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When morning light hit my face I began waking with squinted eyes. I felt no tension or burning need, no moisture between my thighs and my thoughts were clean. I sat up to find a letter folded neatly in half on the bed next to me. It read

'We offer you everything that is left of us and ...

We wait with as much love as we know how'

Underneath it was a book called 'on love'

I stood from the bed and took the book to Liam's room but found it entirely stripped. Upon returning to Paxtons room I realised it too had been stripped aside from the bed I slept on.

Cautiously I moved to the elevator and hit the button for the second floor. When the doors opened men were walking the hall but none turned to me and I found myself thrilled. Skipping to my room. I swung open the door to find it too emptied.

My caution turned to fury and I stamped out of the room, down the stairs and into the kitchen. My mother was her usual self barking orders and conducting a well trained orchestra or workers. Until she saw me and her face saddened immediately.

"Where is my s**t?!" I fumed at her and she walked towards me quickly taking my arm.

"Calm down" she hushed me walking me back to the staircase "you have a room on the third floor down the hall from me and Cyrus" she stated so casually "or stay in your suite and we'll move stuff up." She smiled softly at me and I turned stomping off. This was already going to make me obscenely late for school.

I put my book in my backpack, tied back my hair, threw on some jeans and one of my dads shirts before running at a full sprint for the bus.

The bus passed me as I rounded the corner and I screamed throwing down my bag.

"Can I help you miss?" A deep voice called behind me. I turned to see a boy in a letterman jacket from school in a truck idling behind me.

"That's the only bus that comes this way" I sighed.

"Yeah" he stated quietly "that's why I drive" I didn't even know this kid, I'd never seen him before "I can take you if you'd like, promise I'm not dangerous".

I sighed, I had already missed almost half a week of school "my mother is luna" I flinched at the words and shook them off "so you'd better".

"Yes ma'am" he laughed as I climbed into the passenger seat and we rolled towards school.