Three days after the ceremony, I still hadn't slept.
The bond made it impossible. Every time I closed my eyes, I felt him. Kael. His heartbeat. His breathing. The slow, calculating rhythm of his thoughts pressing against the edge of my mind like a tide.
The bond wanted me to go to him. It pulled at me constantly — a golden thread tied to my sternum, dragging me toward the Alpha's quarters with an insistence that bordered on pain.
I resisted. I'd been resisting things my entire life. This was just one more.
But on the third night, I woke up standing at the door of my attic room. My legs had carried me there while I slept. My hand was already on the handle.
I jerked back like I'd touched a hot stove.
No. Absolutely not.
I couldn't leave the territory — Kael had guards on every exit within hours of the ceremony. But the pack lands stretched east into the neutral forest. The buffer zone between Blackwood and Thorne territory, where wolves from both packs could run under the moon without challenge.
I slipped out the window and shifted.
The transformation came easily. Suspiciously easily for an Omega. Most low-ranking wolves fought the shift, their human minds wrestling the animal for control. But my wolf flowed out of me like water — like she'd been waiting. Patient. Silent. Far more powerful than any Omega had a right to be.
Because she was silver.
Not grey. Not brown. Silver — pale and luminous, glowing faintly in the dark like moonlight given fur. The first time I shifted at sixteen, I stared at my reflection in the stream for an hour, convinced something was wrong with me.
Mara had gone white when she saw it.
"Keep it hidden," she'd whispered, gripping my arm with a strength that belied her seventy years. "If the wrong eyes see that coat, it will kill you. Do you understand me, Elara? Swear it."
I'd sworn it. Two years of running only at night, only in the deepest parts of the forest where no one ventured.
Tonight, I needed the forest more than ever.
I slipped through the grounds in wolf form, moving through shadows the way I'd learned to move through hallways — unseen, unheard, unremarkable. The guards didn't notice me. They never did. Omegas were invisible by nature, and I had turned invisibility into an art.
The neutral zone was a forty-minute run from the pack house. I covered it in twenty. Wind through my fur. The bond fading to a dull ache with every mile I put between me and Kael. The farther I ran, the clearer my head became, until the forest wrapped around me like a second skin — dark, ancient, gloriously quiet.
I reached the heart of the neutral zone: a clearing where an old oak had fallen years ago, making a natural bridge over a narrow stream. Moonlight filtered through the canopy in patches of silver and shadow.
I shifted back and sat on the fallen oak, my feet dangling in the cold water. For the first time in three days, I could think.
Thirty days.
Option one: accept the bond. Become his Luna. His possession in every sense of the word — because in the Blackwood Pack, a Luna wasn't a partner. She was the most decorated trophy in the Alpha's collection.
Option two: refuse. Let him break the bond — which, according to every legend I'd ever heard, felt like having your soul torn in half.
Great options. Really top-tier stuff.
There had to be a third way. There had to be—
"You're a long way from home, little wolf."
I screamed.
Full-body screamed, lurched backward off the log, and hit the stream with a splash that soaked me to the bone. When I surfaced, sputtering and gasping, a man stood on the bank. Arms crossed. Watching me with undisguised amusement.
My wolf bristled. I catalogued him in seconds — a habit of eighteen years of being prey. Tall. Not as broad as Kael, but lean and powerful, built for speed instead of brute force. Brown hair that caught the moonlight like burnished gold.
And his eyes.
Amber. Not the dull amber of a common wolf — deep, luminous gold, glowing from within like firelight trapped in glass. A thin scar ran along his jaw, pale against tanned skin.
Dangerous, my instincts whispered. Alpha.
But something else whispered louder. He was smiling. Just barely, the corner of his mouth curved up, and the amusement in those eyes was genuine. Not mocking. Not hungry. Just... amused.
I didn't know wolves could look at me like that.
"Sorry," he said, not sounding sorry at all. "I didn't mean to scare you."
"You didn't scare me," I said automatically. My teeth chattered. My point collapsed on impact.
His smile widened, and he pulled off his jacket — worn leather, older than me, probably — and held it out. "You're shaking."
Every instinct told me not to take it. I didn't know him. The neutral zone was shared territory, which meant he could be from either pack.
Then I caught his scent on the breeze. Warm and smoky. Cedar and ember. Not pine and iron. Not Blackwood.
Which meant...
"Thorne," I breathed.
He inclined his head. "Ryder Thorne. And you're—" He paused. His nostrils flared. He was scenting me. When his eyes snapped back to mine, the amusement was gone, replaced by something sharp and intent. "You're Blackwood."
"I'm not anyone," I said quickly. I climbed out of the stream and took the jacket, if only to stop shivering. It was warm. It smelled like cedar and firelight and something else — something electric that made the hair on my arms stand up. "I'm nobody. I was just running. I'll go."
I turned to leave.
"You're an Omega."
Not a question. I froze.
"In the Blackwood Pack," he continued, his voice careful, like he was handling something fragile, "Omegas don't run in the neutral zone alone at night. They don't run at all. So either you're braver than every Omega I've ever met, or you're running from something."
*Don't talk to him. Don't trust him. He's Thorne. The enemy.*
But I was so tired. So tired of being silent, being invisible, being afraid. And this stranger — this enemy — had given me his jacket and asked me a question no one had asked in eighteen years.
"Both," I said quietly.
He studied me for a long moment. Then he nodded, like I'd confirmed something he already knew.
"The full moon is in three days," he said. "Will you be here?"
My heart hammered. "Why?"
"Because—" his voice went softer, almost gentle, "—you look like someone who could use a friend. And I know every wolf in my pack, but I have never seen a silver-coated Omega before."
My blood went cold. All of it, everywhere, all at once. "You — you saw—"
"I was upwind. You didn't notice me." He smiled, but it didn't reach his eyes this time. "I've been watching this clearing for weeks. Thorne wolves have been reporting Blackwood scouts crossing the border. I came to investigate." A pause. "Then I saw you."
I took a step back. "I have to go."
"Wait." He held up a hand. "I'm not going to hurt you. And I'm not going to tell anyone about your wolf." He lowered it slowly. "But I want to know your name."
*Don't tell him. Don't—*
"Elara," I said. "My name is Elara."
His amber eyes warmed. "Elara," he repeated, like he was tasting it. "I'll see you in three days, Elara."
I ran. All the way back to the pack house, heart pounding, bond pulling at my chest, the scent of cedar and ember clinging to a leather jacket I forgot to return.