Lucille
I tried to keep it casual, as much as possible so I put on some over knee boots and an oversized hoodie. All black. I don't want him to like what I'm wearing or compliment me. This is not a real date for me. It's like I've lost a bet and I don't really know, if what I'm doing is right because usually I'm not allowed to leave this building, without the permission of Pablo or Toni or even without Toni... Or my of them knowing. That's really bad and I have a really bad feeling but I can't tell him that I can't leave.
I'll be back really fast and after that. they'll know that I would never run away or betray them because I belong here. I've never left on my own, without letting anybody know until now. Except my little runaway of course.
I get into his car and notice how my heart rac
