Toni She looks to the ground. I can sense how she starts breathing deeper and heavier. She squeezes my hands. Way too hard. She's going to break them. I never thought she’d be this strong or have this much power but it seems like this situation brings the worst out of her. I can see her whole body tensing. She starts to make noises that sound like she's groaning, screaming, breathing. Maybe all at the same time with her mouth closed. Then she grabs my arm and tries to hold onto it. She looks like she can't breathe or hold herself up anymore. I’m scared. Maybe I should've waited for Pablo. She's having a mental breakdown. Fuck.. She blinks a few times and starts screaming like she's in pain. he lets me go and falls on the ground. I push the chair back and get on my knees. She look

