Toni The first thing I see when I open my eyes is her and in that moment I wish for her to always be the first and last thing I see, at every start and end of the night and the day. She's brushing her hair and humming a song. She's wearing an oversized T-shirt and nothing else beneath. She looks at her hair and puts the brush away. She’s the reason for my unregulated heartbeat. I slowly sit up and she turns around. “Oh! Good night!” she says and smiles. I laugh because I know why she says that. I stand up and take my shirt off. I'm not tired anymore. I just feel a little drained and soft. I walk towards her and hug her. “You were so tired last night, we didn't have the chance to talk…” she says and my grip around her tightens. I breathe her in again because it’s a part of my daily

