Tyler “I got kicked out a few months ago…” he says, holding onto the blanket that I wrapped him in. I made him come with me, after he threw the knife into the snow. I managed to make him calm down, although it wasn't easy. It wasn't easy but he's my best friend and he made me worry. He took care of me all the time and he did everything for me. No matter how crazy he is, I need to take care of him as well. It’s my turn to give it back. I also want to know what’s going on. If he has really been lying all the time, then I want to know it because I never lied to him and it's pissing me off because I really can't take any loss or betrayal anymore. I need to know. I deserve an explanation. It's just too much and I want to cut off all the toxic people in my life. I just want to forget ever

