Lucille It's Toni’s birthday. These past days helped a lot. It's always like this. We argue and are mad at each other but then we forgive and everything is fine again because we always fix it somehow and I feel like we're getting stronger with every time that we cross another line. I think this is what relationships are about. Not giving up and fighting for what you love. My idea worked out totally perfectly and I can't wait for him to come. It looks amazing and he's coming earlier today. I'm actually kinda nervous but I know he'll like it. When he unlocks the door and walks in, I fix my hair immediately and look at him with a smile that’s too obvious and already reveals a lot but he has to notice it by himself. He furrows his eyebrows first with a smile, noticing how awkward I'm act

