Tyler
I thought that we healed at least a little bit but when I saw the way dad cried, I think I lost it too. My eyes are red and swollen. She would’ve turned seventeen now. She'll never get to the chance to.
I remember her last birthday. She was so unhappy and my stupidass didn't even ask her why or tried to help. I didn't care. I thought it was a typical teenage thing. I was so pissed and jealous because everything was about her again.
What was wrong with me?
I wish she would be alive and we would celebrate it together. I would change everything. I’d make everything that I fucker up last year better. I'd tell her what a great sister she is and that I'm thankful for her existence every single day... Without her, I realize how lonely I actually am. Especially because mom isn't here eit
