ELEVEN

Remnants of Memories

It is indeed miraculous upon hearing what happened to me days ago. I mean, who wouldn't be crazy about that? Not me.

But, I am not quite sure if what I experienced was connected to a future scenario, because Rylo called me. It's not like to what really happened in my memories when he went here to my condo, and we talked and hugged, and I don't recall what's next.

"knock! knock! knock!"

Who could it be?

I decided to get my chopping knife and put it near my flower base at the side of it. It is better that I am prepared! What if I am being stalked, and it's their chance now to kill me? Never. In their dreams!

I silently walk to get near to my door and, weirdly as it feels, I still open my door and to my surprise, it's him. RYLO.

It's still shocking to see him alive at all than just knowing it.

"HI My lovely girlfriend?”

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN HI? WHAT HAPPENED? AND YOU ARE ALIVE?!”

I think, this is familiar. Why I'm acting like this?

“Hey! Can I come in? I know how shocked you are right now and we have a lot to talk about right?”

Is this what they called 'de javu?" tss

"I don’t have wine here or something and if you forget why, I’ll tell you; I’m poor!”

What shocked me again is that he freakin' hug me!

“Hey! Let me go, I can't breathe!”

"Oh sorry! I just missed you. But first, hear me out please! Eleven, I am really sorry for every ruckus you have faced. I am alive and kicking as you can see. They have wronged you! I can’t accept your break up message so–”

"So you pretend to be dead hah?! Am I right? Or there’s more of it?! more of your lies! why do you need to involve me about your shits hah?! It’s too much to take, you know!”

I suddenly felt like crying. The heck? I don't understand myself anymore!

"Eleven it’s not what you think, okay? Hey babe! Please come back to me! we need to clear your name so I am here and can you be honest with me? what’s your relationship with the most known troublemaker lawyer; SEBASTIAN?! I won’t get mad, just tell me what he did to get close to you?”

What the hell is he up to now?

And why does this conversation feels absurd! I know for sure we are done here!

my dreams! it's not a dream at all?!

“I f*****g CAN’T BELIEVE YOU RYLO! Instead of atoning for what you just did but instead, you are involving other people and that is how low you are now! You being alive can’t even make me feel a tiny bit happy! you want to know why there is sebastian? Why do you even care? It’s been a month now! we broke up! you wreck me"

I am saying the exact exchange of words to him from my memory. What is happening?

“He was the one clearing my name while you are the one who ‘caused the stains! Don’t ever talk about what happened because if you really want to know what happened? Then think again! Think again how you made it happen!”

Why is his eyes looking like he cried? jerk.

“I will come back here and ask for forgiveness. Please give me a chance! I have always loved you and I’m sorry for what I’ve said earlier. I understand now! Hmm? Please babe?”

“Stop calling me that. We are already done! Please, leave now! Forget everything because I had already moved on from you! The things that happened helped me to find myself again. Perhaps in this lifetime it’s better we never cross paths. BYE!”

Pushing him outside my door is also another heart attack for me. I can't with this life! I can't believed my dreams happens right a moment ago.

Does it mean, seb as the eldest prince of the queen and king is real?

I believed whatever is happening, it kinda connected with that mirror of mine! I suddenly want to break it.

What will happen if I break it into pieces?

Searching for my mirror, I can't seem to find it.

Where did it go?

I wanted to make a bet that my life is too twisted right now like getting disabled from everything is what makes it hopeful imperfect.

Does sebastian have plans to hide it from me? he might not want to marry me too. I mean, his parents possibly ask him about it already. It's not like he won't find it too because he is damn smart and looking back, I almost had a crush on him.

Almost.

My gosh! I could kill myself right now! nothing is making sense. How about those anoymously making a move to hurt me? there's a lot to think and consider.

kring! kring! kring!

Seeing the name of the caller, I immediately answer it.

"Yes, CJ?'

"Ven! wahhh huhu! Ranz dumped me!"

I heard her cry. CJ and Ranz is a mutual friend of mine but since CJ is most close to me, my vote is on her. Whatever their problem is, I know that Ranz has the big issue. Not too bias but he was floating with annoyance and a vibe of a cheater!

"What do you want me to do? should I make him bald?!"

"HAHAHAH yes if only it's the case! I am not crying because of him!"

"hah? so what;s the deal?"

"I'm crying because the girl he cheated on me is mia! Mia is like a sister to me! you remember telling me that she isn't that trustworthy and everything but I didn't listen because you said that lucas you ex-friend got snatch by her, I didn't say anything because at some point you basically love to push people who wants to be close to you!"

I sigh and no time to complain or because yeah she's right.

"So what you want to say to me now?!"

"It's just that huhu I'm so sorry I didn't listen! I can't believe them! we were live-in and pur parents doesn't know! that mere fact is too red! why he cheated? I mean, I'm too good for him!"

"Hey! you can move on with that! just for now you make time for more meaningful things or better self love? whatever! I am not up for drink right now."

She cried again. This time, it's like she will tear my eardrums!

After I heard her stop crying and I think she is calm now, I told her;

"Something happened."

"Whar happen?"

"I felt like I am experiencing dejavu."

"But, you are aware that it is commonly happening in realm world right?"

"Yes but, rylo being alive is another level. And hays! nevermind. Catch up with you soon!"

"Right. Sorry if I can't be a great help like you!"

"cheesy! of coure you are! I also need to have someone to talk to. see you soon!"

"wait. did I heard it right?"

"what?"

"You said that your jerk boyfriend is alive?!"

"Definitely."

"Omygosh! that's another issue ha!"

"and please, may I remind you that he is now my EX! okay? EX!"

"Alright chill! hahahah! what a twist of fate then!"

"I have things to do CJ. I'll get back to you soon! cage your heart for now! love yah!"

"love yah more b***h! xiao!"

I ended the call and got me thinking many things but I guess, it can wait. All of it can wait.