Life Without You

Chapter 6 - Eva

I sit on the sofa with Sunny, cuddling into his side as we watch TV. It normally feels nice to just sit and relax in his arms. However, Nya is really pissed off tonight, which is spoiling it for me somewhat. In fact she has been really pissed off all day. For a wolf that wanted to stay here, close to other wolves, she has been really short-tempered and anxious since we got here. She almost growled at my father when Sunny was around earlier, over nothing. That would have involved a rather awkward conversation, considering I haven’t mentioned anything to Sunny about Nya, or anything to do with that part of me yet. I know I’ll need to at some point, but I’m not sure how he will react, so I’ve been putting it off.

“We need to get out of here.” Nya demands curtly in my head, completely out of the blue.

“I can’t just get up and walk out in the middle of the programme.” I retort, perplexed by her sudden urgency.

“Ok. Tell him to leave then.” She commands determinedly.

“I’m not telling Sunny to leave. Stop it.” I reply getting angry with her this time.

“What’s wrong babe? You’re so tense tonight.” Sunny says, sensing my unease.

“Nothing, I’m fine.” I snap at him, instantly regretting taking my frustrations out on him, but luckily he seems oblivious to my tone.

“Come on babe. What’s on your mind? You can tell me, whatever it is.” He asks and although I can’t tell, or rather won’t tell him about my internal disagreement with my wolf, there is something else that has been bothering me that I can talk to him about. I just haven’t brought it up with him before because I don’t want it to turn into an argument. But I guess now is as good a time as any.

“Last night I came to look for you after you said that you were going surfing, but I couldn’t see you. Where did you go?” I ask, trying to keep my tone light and unbothered, even though it has been bothering me all day. Sunny never lies to me, at least I’ve never caught him in a lie before, but I guess there is always a first time for everything.

“I was surfing just like I said. I didn’t go anywhere else babe.” He responds, as his arm that had been resting over my shoulders tightens its grip on me, gently pulling me closer into his chest so that he can kiss the side of my head.

“I couldn’t see you.” I continue, unsure if I believe him or not.

“I’m sorry, I don’t know what to say, I was there. I mean it was starting to get dark, so it would have been hard for you to see me.” He tries to reason, but I have great vision especially at night. I think if he had been there, I would have seen him, surely.

“Ok. I just really needed a hug, and you weren’t there.” I explain, but as soon as the words are out of my mouth I realise how stupid and desperate I sound, and I wish I hadn’t said anything.

“I was there babe. I promise. Anyway I’m here now and I’m not going to stop hugging you.”

“I know.” I smile back, feeling slightly better about it all. I’m sure he was there, I must have just missed him, like he said, it was getting dark. He turns his head towards me and I move slightly to meet his lips. Nya protests but I ignore her as best I can. I know she’s unhappy that I’m with Sunny, and it tears me apart that I can’t convince her to give him a chance. Maybe one day she will.

“Hmmm. Never.” She snorts in protest, her temper rising even more with every second that Sunny’s lips are pressed against ours.

“We’ll see.” I shoot back before slightly opening my mouth to allow Sunny’s tongue in. This would feel so good if I didn’t have a wolf sulking in my head. He kisses me hard, as his other hand, the one that isn’t around my shoulders, reaches up inside my top. His fingers gently pulling the fabric of my bra away from my skin so they can explore my breast. Despite Nya, this still feels good actually, and his fingers delicately tug on my n****e. I groan softly before carefully pushing my tongue into his open mouth. Suddenly, the mood is further spoiled by the sound of footsteps outside. I awkwardly jump and pull his hand away. Struggling to right my bra underneath my top.

“What’s the matter with you tonight?” Sunny asks irritably, his voice slightly louder than I would like.

“Nothing’s the matter with me. My father’s back, that’s all.” I explain in a curt, whisper, moving myself away from him to the other side of the sofa.

“Sorry, I didn’t realise.” He says whilst adjusting himself. He crosses his legs as if to hide the slight bulge in his shorts.

“Perfect timing Scotty.” Nya laughs, cheering up for the first time today. We sit in an awkward silence trying to look like we are enjoying the programme, waiting for my father to walk through the door, but after a couple of minutes I can sense that Sunny is starting to wonder whether I was lying to him. After what feels like an eternity, my father finally walk through the door, a huge smile on his face.

“I’ve just had a phone call about the shop. He says we can pick up the keys as soon as I’ve transferred the money. We could be in tomorrow.” My father explains merrily. Nya lets out a sigh of relief, I guess that’s what’s been making her so miserable. The not knowing how long we would be staying in this perfect place that already feels like home to her.

“That’s amazing news.” Sunny beams, his huge goofy smile making his eyes twinkle. He’s so cute when he smiles. I could get lost in the twinkles in his eyes. In fact those twinkles were exactly what convinced me to give him a chance in the first place. If only they worked on Nya too.

“Not a chance.” Nya snorts in my head.

“We should celebrate.” My father says as he removes a bottle of champagne from the fridge. In no time at all he has the cork popped and Sunny has the glasses located, waiting expectantly for them to be filled with the fizzy liquid.

“To us.” Sunny says as he lifts his glass in a toast.

“To us.” My father repeats and I slowly lift my glass before taking a sip.

After the second bottle of champagne has been downed I can tell that it is having an effect on my father. He’s never been much of a drinker, he’s usually too focused on his training and fitness. He excuses himself and leaves to get an early night. As soon as he is out of the room Sunny pounces on me again.

“Now, where were we?” He asks quickly running his hands up the inside of my top, wasting no time in groping my breasts. The twinkles are gone from his lustful eyes as his face inches closer to mine. I expect Nya to loose her s**t again, but thankfully she stays quiet this time. Not that she’s happy about me making out with Sunny, I can tell she objects, she’s just given up complaining about it for tonight. After a minute or two of him caressing my breasts, I take his hand and lead him to my room. As soon as the door is closed I remove my top and bra giving him easy access to my breasts. However, he now seems to have other things on his mind. He quickly removes all his clothes, standing naked his d**k proudly standing to attention. He picks me up and lays me down on the bed before he eventually kisses me. I hurriedly remove what’s left of my own clothes as my lips remain glued to his. He carefully positions himself against my entrance before sinking his d**k as deep inside me as he can. His thrusts come quick and fast as he relentlessly pummels me. I can tell it won’t take him long to reach his orgasm tonight and I start to moan. I’m right, he soon starts moaning himself, grunting as he chases his release.

“And the Oscar goes to … dum, dum dum, Eva! Woohoo!” Nya shouts in my head as Sunny shoots his load inside me and I release one final moan of pleasure.

“That’s not funny.” I scold her, although I can’t help letting out a small chuckle.

“I’m not joking. That was a good performance. If we were with our mate though, well, you wouldn’t need to act. Our mate would pleasure us way more than that.” Nya exclaims.

“For you, no doubt, but I’m happy. I’m certainly not unsatisfied. Anyway, I didn’t ask for your opinion.” I explain honestly.

“Well you are getting it anyway. Nothing can compare to s*x with our mate.”

“So you keep saying, but we don’t even know who he is, we might never find him, we could never know who he is. Sunny is here. He loves me and s*x is fine with him. I don’t need to be screaming in ecstasy all the time.” I try to reason with her, but I can tell she isn’t really open to reason.

“Chance would be a fine thing. He’s never made you scream and I doubt he ever will.”

“Excuse me. This isn’t a conversation I want to be having right now.”

“Fine I’ll be quiet so you can listen to him snoring his little pin d**k off.” She says and I realise that there is some truth in her words. Sunny has fallen asleep and is snoring beside me.