Kazan's P.O.V
I was sitting in the canteen area of our school with others but as if I was not at all there with them. My mind kept running here and there with no intention to rest, no matter how hard I try, as I just could not figure out the reasons for all those things that had been happening to me recently.
I just could not get what wrong did I do to my mate that she does not even want to be with me, neither she intends to reject me herself?
Why did she keep asking me to reject her instead?
It is not that I would let her go even if she takes the initiative to reject me but still, what was she thinking? And why?
In this life, I want no one but her only.
And she must understand that. She must understand my heart. But how could I make her understand all those feelings that I feel for
