THE BROKEN FAMILY ( The journey of the unchosen wife)

Chapter 3-DESIRE

I feel the heat of his body while we both lay down naked on our bed. He bend down his head to reach my lips and we started kissing each other passionately.His hand cupped my huge breast as his lipsbrush my skin and slowly reach down to suck the crown of my breast.Umungol ako habang sinisipsip niya ang aking korona, his wet lips tickles my crown .

Naglakbay ang kanyang dila sa baba ng aking tiyan, patungo sa aking pusod pababa sa gitna ng aking mga hita.

" Liam,please...." I moaned as he lick my cl*t.Our bedroom is filled with my moan as he eat my p*ssy." It feels good,ooohh Liam."He is now driving me crazy as he go wild and intense.

He positioned himself on my top ready to push his hard and huge c*ck inside me.Liam is merciless when it comes to s*x.His huge manhood sometimes hurts but most of the time brings pleasure to my spine.

" Sh*t love, its so tight..."he whispered using a sexy tone as he push his manhood inside me.

" F*ck me hard,Liam." I command.I saw his intense desire raging as I exclaimed those words.

Mabilis siyang bumayo sa aking ibabaw.His hard huge manhood digs deeper and deeper inside me.This time I screamed louder as he tortured me with unending sensation.My mind was blown away, forgetting his betrayal. Kapwa kaming naghahabol ng hininga pagkatapos ng aming pagniniig.

" I love you, Love."

" I love you more, Liam."

I kissed her and hugged her tightly. I hope we stay like this. I hope this day never ends.

Today is Sunday and on days like this, we are just the two of us at home. We promised each other before we got married that Sunday would be for family, especially when the day comes when we will have children. Liam will be a good father, I know.

I baked some cookies, because this is his favorite of all the pastries I bake. I love baking pastries and cakes, especially when Liam eats, I really enjoy it.

We were eating when Nathalie arrived. Joan is not there on Sunday, she is off. She brought food bought from fast foods and she also brought things for me. I winced at the food she brought. I don't like food bought from fast foods. Even Liam has gotten used to me that home-cooked food is my favorite.

I could see lust in her eyes as she stares at Liam, I just tried to hold back the jealousy. Maybe, when I'm gone she will be the one who will replace me in this house. She will be the queen of this house when I'm gone, my heart aches when I think about it. One day, this house will be noisy. The noise of children's laughter. I know by that time he has completely forgotten me. I tried to steady myself in front of them. There's no other choice left for me now but to be strong and let go. I shall let him go.

" Oh dear, is there anything wrong? You look so pale, Amy!" Nathalie said while staring with those pitiful eyes.

" I'm probably like this, nothing will change!" I whispered. I knew he was very happy that I looked like this. Thin, pale and weak. I'm a far cry from Nathalie's appearance. She looks so hot and stunning that's probably why Liam is in love with her best friend.

I used to be stunning and seductive before. They say beauty fades but attitude remains. Even though I'm now pale and haggard, I'm still the same old Amy. At least, I have a heart.

I stood up and volunteered to get some cookies on the kitchen. The platter of cookies on my hand almost slid when I saw Liam and Nathalie kissin' each other. I hid on the fridge and covered my mouth. My tears were like a sudden gulp as I witnessed them.

Still I will not confront them. I will never lose face in front of them.

Fear. I'm afraid.

What if, he'll say he loves Nathalie more?

What if, he'll choose his girl over me? What's going to happen to me? I don't want to die alone. Even for the last moment of my life, he is the one I want to see before I close my eyes and never wake up again. I am ready to endure the pain, the double pain I feel now than when he leaves me.

Anger is not the right choice as of this moment. I need someone who will protect me and Liam is the last person left to care for me.

Feeling courageous, I washed my face and walk towards them again. There's no trace of Liam's discomfort and neither Nathalie's. They must have talked about being careful with their actions, especially since I was around. How clever of them!

" Have a taste of my cookies, Nat!" I handed her a platter of cookies as if I saw nothing earlier.

" Thanks, yummmmmy! This is really delicious, dear." she said but her eyes were fixed on Liam.

I let out a silent gasped. If I were only strong, this woman's face would be ruined now. I know karma is just waiting along the corner for her...them. God will not let it go. Their betrayal is incomparable. Imagine, right in front of me.

" Ahhhh my head, it hurts aaaah!" I screamed. It was as if my head was being squeezed in pain. It was as if it was being beaten two by two in so much pain. This pain is something new. I only felt it now. A different kind of pain that seemed to be sucking all my strength out of my body.

Liam stood up and hugged me tightly. Nathalie quickly ran to the kitchen and when she returned she had this pain reliever and hot tea.

" Love, drink this.." Liam said worriedly. He put the med in my mouth and handed me a glass of water.

After a minute, the pain subsides and he carried me inside our bedroom and laid down with me as he massaged my head slowly.

" Thank you, Liam. I don't know what to do when you're not by my side. Please, just stay here..." I beg him.

" Shhhh , don't talk . Get some rest, Love."

" I hope you find a good wife when I'm gone"

" Love, there's no one better than you!" he whispered.

" I know you need someone to love, Liam. Promise me, love again. I want you to be happy. I want to see you having kids. A beautiful happy family for you Liam, that's what I pray for every night." my tears were welling up as I said those words.

" That won't happen, Amaiah. I can't replace you and no one else will." he said.

I cried heavily. I would eventually believe him if I haven't seen them twice. If only he knew what I'm feeling right now. Will I still believe what he says now?

I closed my eyes. I imagined Nathalie's beautiful face. I couldn't help but think about my job before. I used to be a sophisticated and beautiful wife. I was a model, a famous model envied by many women but now, I look so old and pale. I'm only twenty-four but I look in my mid-thirties now. Mentally and physically stressed because of my illness and my husband'd affair with his best friend.

Amaiah Montealto, you are nothing but an ugly dying wife! I shouted on my mind.

" By the way, love, I have a business trip tomorrow. Joan will take care of you, right? She'll sleep in the room here when I'm gone." he said.

" How many days are you gone, Love?"

" Just three to four days. It's really important, Love!"

" S-sige" I replied.

Even if it hurts, there's nothing I can do. I don't care anymore. I am dying anyway.