Lilly pov:
I knew he didn't suspect me seeing him and Sam. I didn't understand why; but I felt jealous seeing them. It wasn't like I didn't know they had this thing but I had thought it had stopped since I hadn't seen her much lately.
I was happy when she said it would be the last time.
I knew it wasn't my place to be letting my feelings getting the best of me. He was my master and could never be anything else. I couldn't stop thinking of him kissing me or even saying he cared for me as a person not a pet. Was he toying with me or did he mean it?
I felt confused about everything with him. I had never experienced any of these emotions before. I knew about love because my mother had loved me and so had the Hillgaurds. But not the romantic kind of love other than what I read in pride and
