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f**k

Bailey

I walked back upstairs and laid in bed I had this feeling of Anger and hate in me so I flipped through Netflix until I found If I stay so I started it. When I got to the part where the girls family dies me being me I started to cry I balled me eyes out . even when I was crying there was no Ryder I had now been up here for 20 minutes now. I ate my peppers and watched the movie crying at every sad moment. I finished the movie but there was still no Ryder. I got up walked down the stairs making little to no sound at all I still heard the female voice and Ryders but I also heard Luke's. Then I had a pain in my chest I looked around the corner and saw him and that girl kissing Luke locked eyes with me "f**k RYDER."Luke said but by that time I was out the door and I had grabbed the keys my the door I ran to my car and floored in out his drive way.

I could see is form getting smaller in my rearview mirror I felt sadness his sadness his hurt and his fear tears clouded my eyes No Dont Cry. Grace said in a sharp voice I turned up the radio and I rolled the windows down and let the cool summer air in. I saw the highway sign up ahead and I pushed my car faster I was pushing 100mph when my phone buzzed to life I had all but forgotten I had one I looked down and saw Ryders number popup " no thank you " I said to my self still putting my foot on the gas it came time to turn I slowed down to about 85mph and took the turn cars horns blew loudly as I jumped in front of them yea I may be pregnant but he cheated. I want miles between me and him.

I stopped my car outside of a motel about six miles from him but it was midnight and I was tried. I checked in and ran a bath and cried. I got out put my clothes back on crawled in bed and cried myself to sleep. I woke up the next morning and saw that it was 10 am I had six missed calls from Ryder Six missed calls from Luke And 20 texts from Ryder. I just ignored them and got up and walked to me car it was then that I opened up the text they all said i'm sorry, she kissed me, come back babe, please I love you, I need you. I put my car in drive I was getting ready to turn when I saw Ryders car. I could Ryder in the driver seat and Luke in the other. No not yet and I mashed the gas my tire squealed and smoke shot up in the air. as I pushed it to the max I could see him speed up.

I was not going back yet I was not talking to him yet not yet no. I made zigzag lines in between cars red lights didn't stop me. I pulled in a alley way when I was sure I didn't see his car behind me any more. I could feel his fear and anger but I didn't care I got out of my car and walked down the sidewalk about a few feet until I saw a small dinner and I went in to get food. I looked up to see car go by at a fast speed he thought I kept going good for me but bad for him because I stopped and he didn't know it.