Alex I wanted to stay pissed off. Hell, I had destroyed my apartment. I will have to buy all new dishes and more beer, but smashing them all had been very therapeutic. It was really a waste. I didn’t even drink the beer first. But they had been the only thing other than my dishes that were breakable that I had in the house that wasn’t valuable. None of the guys bothered coming up and getting me this morning. I am sure they all knew what happened last night, and I am sure some of them had heard me smashing s**t up here last night. They probably had no issues letting me take an extra day off. I hadn’t slept at all, only having just started to doze when I heard someone come into the apartment. I figured it was Jax or one of the other guys coming up to give me s**t. I ignored them until they

