Axel's P.O.V
Riley and I have been distant. He and I we don't talk to each other anymore, just awkward glances at each other. I sometimes think he wants us to just stop because it's too much pressure but is to afraid to say anything. Or maybe he's still cross with me, or just thinking about other things at the the moment.
But he never says anything. It's been three days since what happened and he's stayed abnormally silent. I don't like when he forces himself to be quiet. The apartment has been so silent apart from the occasional microwave oven beeping, our phones beeping or ringing, the tv and other everyday sounds.
We don't cuddle ever or kiss or hug or even hold hands when we go shopping. It's like we're brothers who don't even acknowledge each other's existence. I want to say somet
