“I’m so sorry you had to experience and live so long like this Elle, I can’t even speak up for alcohol right now. I'm already beginning to hate myself a little bit, considering that I also drink and get drunk” he said with little sadness in his eyes as he looked at me
“You don’t have to feel bad Rio, you did nothing wrong to me. Besides, I don’t think it’s so bad anymore you see, I was just unfortunate to be around people who misused it and made it their whole life, and If for anything in the world, I would like to drown my sorrows some time, get so high also that nothing else in the world would matter” I replied smiling as I looked at the ceiling while I spoke.
I never really had the thought of what drinking would feel like for the first time, but thinking about it now made me long f
