I know it seemed rude that I was having her leave the premises already as soon as she came, but it was for the best, knowing nothing I said was going to make her understand.
She already saw me as a man who was lost and pitiful and it showd all over her face. Yes I was confused about my love life, but I was never going to let it affect me or the people I cared for, but I guess she didn’t know me well enough to see through all the confusion.
All I needed from her was just to listen but as it was obviously not going to happen, leaving was the only option left.
We were both going to be fine at the end. This was legit the most wildest fights and disagreement we have ever had and it seemed like I was no longer welcome in the convent with the kinds of look she gave me.
I moved back inside, l
