Rose
2 more days until my father walks me down the aisle of misery. The path that's supposed to lead me to happiness is now the path that will lead me to a prison, in law and in body, I won't ever be able to escape.
Not according to mafia morales, you only get married once and only death can separate the pair. Divorce isn't even a word here. My heart will always belong to Ryder though, that's one thing they can't control.
If I ever get the chance, I'll kill Caleb and run off. Maybe in a couple of decades when my family doesn't think I care about Ryder anymore. Then it'll be safe for me and him to get away and live our lives.
But maybe not. I still have the servants lives on my back that I have to carry, and I won't let them down. I can't.
I just have to deal with the s**t I put mysel
