Rose
I stare across my room as the hours fly by, thinking about Ryder and my new life.
I glance over at the clock and 3:26 am quickly changes to 3:27 am.
Sighing, I sit up and stretch, not able to sleep with the event upcoming today pressing on my mind, threatening to drive me crazy.
I take a deep breath and breathe out my nose. Another deep breath and breathe out my nose.
I think I remember somewhere in gym class when we did yoga, the teacher would say deep breathing calms you down.
I roll my eyes.
It's not working. I'm still itching to raid my father's weapon room and do something I'll regret. Well, I wouldn't say regret but... something I can't take back.
I get up and head to my bathroom, a shower sounds alright, right now.
I undress and hop in the tub.
I begin scrubbing whil
