Rose I sit in bed, waiting for Ryder to bring the onion rings over. We decided for our last day at the hotel we'll spend it here binging movies. The last day before I leave. Happy thoughts... I giggle and flop back on the bed thinking of last night and this morning. Yesterday after we had dinner, Ryder rented a motorcycle and took us around the city with it. I can't say it's the first time I'd been on one of those but it's was the first time I felt happy on one. My father would usually take me on his bike to go make deals or finish them. It mostly always ended with my father coming out the building with bloody hands or blood splattered on his clothes. I remember once I was about 10 years old and he had just got done with one of his deals. His hands were soaked, dripping in blood,

