Ryder Three days have passed since Rose left. All the men have arrived and training is in full swing. We have over 1000 people training at different locations because my house is only so big. I can't fit everyone in my backyard. I stare into my bathroom mirror and hold the sink with clenched fists. Three days. How long does she want us to practice for? How long until it's too late? Why don't I just catch the next flight to Italy and walk in, gun blazing? Rose, why weren't you selfish about your freedom? Why do you care so much about the people here to protect you? Why'd you push me away to protect me when all I want to do is protect you? This is so...stupid. All of this. Rose should be with me now. She should've never left. Why was I so oblivious? I couldn't even catch it. I turn

