The realization hit me like a cruel blow - I wouldn't be returning to my bed tonight. Bile rose in my throat, threatening to spill over, while fat tears welled up and hung precariously on my lashes. The chaos in the kitchen seemed to intensify, a cacophony of shattered plates, swinging cabinets, and spilled ingredients.
To my horror, my body responded in a way I couldn't control. A dampness spread between my legs, a cruel reminder of my own vulnerability. Every fiber of my being yearned for him, an instinctual pull I was powerless to resist. For anyone else, the revelation of being fated to the alpha would be a dream fulfilled, but for me, it was a nightmare in the making.
Amidst the upheaval, Sinclair tore through the kitchen, a tempest of fury, driven by an insatiable need to locate the source of the enticing scent that emanated from none other than me. Pressed against the wall, I squeezed my eyes shut, wishing desperately to fade into the cold plaster and vanish from sight.
The cacophony of destruction and chaos seemed to fade into the background, drowned out by the thunderous pounding of my heart. I could hear his breath, ragged and labored, drawing closer, honing in on me. Against my better judgment, I dared to open one eye, met with the searing intensity of his gaze, burning with a primal desire for his mate. I had no escape.
"You." His voice pierced the air, a husky declaration, as he licked his lips, as if savoring my scent.
"Out of my way, woman," He
Sinclair fixes Mrs. Sparsit with his signature "Don't mess with me" look. She stands her ground, her trembling hands held out in a plea for understanding.
"Please, Alpha Sinclair, she's just shifted this morning. Give her some time to process. She can't even access the mind link yet. Look at her, she's terrified," Mrs. Sparsit implores on my behalf. But in truth, I don't need time. I need to escape. The opportunity was there this morning, and I should have taken it. It would be better to face the rogues than to be bound to him for however short my life may be.
"Step aside. I won't say it again," Sinclair's voice is a low, ominous warning as he leans closer to Mrs. Sparsit, his words laced with the promise of violence. I can only watch as she yields. I don't blame her - he wouldn't hesitate to follow through on his threat. He's finally found his prey, and only a fool would stand between him and what he desires.
Cornered and defenseless, I steel myself for what's to come. Sinclair is notorious for his dominance, and I have no doubt that if he doesn't want to end my life, he'll want to mark his territory, regardless of my feelings. That's just the way of it. The goddess binds us to one mate, and the rest is history, they say.
To my surprise, as his piercing blue eyes lock onto my plain, brown ones, a flicker of possessive desire passes over his face. I curse the moon goddess as my legs threaten to give way beneath me. Why did she have to make us so subservient to our mates?
Before I can react, his powerful arms press me against the wall, the sinewy muscles on either side of my face tensing and shifting. His voice, dripping with authority, resonates through me. "You are mine, Little Omega. The moon goddess has decreed it." The fact that he doesn't know my name doesn't surprise me, but the audacity to announce his intentions in front of the entire kitchen staff, with his Beta, Samuel, trailing in, futilely trying to pacify the beast, leaves me shaken to my core. I had clung to the hope that he would discover my true nature and end this torment.
Anger surges within me, drowning out my fear and any semblance of self-preservation. I glare up at him, my body braced against the wall, only my trembling legs holding me upright, while shame burns across my cheeks. He, along with every other male in the kitchen, can undoubtedly smell my body's betrayal. What my instincts yearn for due to this accursed mate bond, and what I truly desire, are worlds apart.
How dare he barge in here and declare ownership over me? Just yesterday, he would have ended my life without a second thought. After all I've endured, after all he's knowingly subjected me and my friends to, he believes I'm so feeble that I'd succumb to my primal urges, and by extension, to him? Not a chance. The mate bond can kiss my freshly formed, furry backside.
"I could never accept a man who treats his pack, particularly the omegas, with such cruelty and apathy. I reject you, Alpha Sinclair," I spit the words at him, his face just inches from my own. It may not be the wisest move, but the shock in his eyes was worth whatever consequences may follow. He freezes for a heartbeat, blinking rapidly as he processes the audacity of my words. No one has ever dared to defy him, and I have a feeling I'll be the first and last fool in history to do so.