Ffion
Had I done all of this?
I couldn’t help but wonder if all of the s**t that was happening was because I hadn’t been honest with Gabe from the beginning. Had I inadvertently started a series of events that had snow balled to sweep up everyone. I should have been honest with him from the start and told him who I was. I shouldn’t have been so selfish. He would have felt the same about me no matter what, I had to believe that.
Now he didn’t feel anything. Sure, he looked at me. There was some interest there, but it wasn’t love and devotion. Gabriel didn’t look at me like he looked at Fi. One person who had been looking at me like that was Rhydian though and that was all sorts of gross. He was my brother, even if he couldn’t remember who I was. but on day he would and then he would b
