Ffion “That is.” I paused, screewing up my nose. “Just gross.” and it was gross but at the same time it was so much like old times that I almost smiled. Growing up Rhydian had always regaled me with stories of his conquests. Not with as much detail as he had just gone in to, but it was always there. I had lived through him. Up until I had found Gabe, anyway. Then I experienced physical love for the first time. I pushed the thoughts away. It wouldn’t do anyone any good for me to dwell on the fact that Gabe wasn’t here. My brother hadn't got to that part of his story yet, but I knew it was coming. I wanted to hear it and yet I was dreading it at the same time. “I do not need to know-” trailing off I watched my brother stare at Leah across the van. And there was so much love in his

