He said that during those ten years, he had met people he was attracted to, but he never pursued them because he didn't dare to. He felt he would be betraying Wanda.
"And yet you offered to be my sugar daddy."
"Precisely because I didn't dare, I could only offer that arrangement."
"Do you still love her?"
"Before, I didn't dare to say I loved her, but now I'd rather be condemned than give you up. Does that make me sound like a jerk?"
I saw my reflection in his eyes. I, too, wanted to be magnanimous and carefree, but love is inherently selfish.
"Let's start over then."
I didn't know how Wanda was doing, and I didn't dare to ask. Although I hadn't seemingly done anything terribly wrong, I felt like I had stolen her happiness.
Christian told me not to worry. He said he had taken care
