Terrible Nights

Tired and Embarrassed

Emily Pov

When I awoken it was night time, I've manage to gain a bit of energy more than I expected from the way I felt..but what really woke me was the moaning of a woman, oh s**t I can't believe it..I'm in a s*x house ..was the owners waiting for me to feel better so they can have they way . I won't allow it I have to get out, I held onto the bed post and held myself up...I smell like crap,as I looked around I saw a bathroom..thank God I sighed ...should I take a shower I mean I really needed it seeing it was months since I took one...I was so focus and running all my life that the only thing I could do was wipe. I began to strip I felt like if I took this shower I would feel better. I went into the shower and washed myself...hell I even washed my hair ..months and months of dirt was just falling to the ground ...I scrubbed and I scrubbed ..my hair was so dark from dirt I was beginning to see the light brown of it, my hair was very curly and long but I always kept it in a bun to prevent anyone or predators from knowing I was a woman. my breast was wrapped because I was really curvy and my breast were big not huge but big enough to catch any man's eyes. I scrubbed my neck and and arms...I closed my eyes only for a moment before realizing someone was in the room. I grabbed a towel quickly and stepped out of the shower so swiftly ..I went behind the door and before you know it I saw his shoes and that's when I attack ...I grabbed his neck but what I forgot was I had a towel wrapped around me ..he grabbed my hands and we fell, there was no towel anymore just naked me on him .Please don't hurt me I whispered ill do anything but please don't hurt me . I wasn't prepared for what was in front of me , his eyes were so green and perfect but it was the rest of him that caught my attention..he had the perfect jawline his hair was dark but some rested on his forehead...he had a pointed nose like myself .I held my breathe, as he cleared his throat ..I think this belongs to you miss ...I see that you've cleaned up nicely ..I assure you what you are thinking I have no plans of doing....as he ease me off him I felt embarrassed. I got up and quickly wrapped the towel around .I realize he was watching from.head to toe. Excuse sir eyes up here I yelled. you seemed to forget your manners...as I stormed off to the bed. When he followed I didn't realize how tall he was and how well built. My mouth was doing that thing again...I needed to snap out of it ,for all I know he could be a killer just taking his time with me,my eyes drifted to lots of stuff laid out for me ...clean clothes I thought ..could you excuse me and leave as I get dresses please. This asshole didn't move but only turn his back on me. I rolled my eyes...I picked up a pair of high waisted dark jeans and a white soft cotton top ,new underwear and a well fitted bra..what the hell how do he knows my size ..I grabbed a pair of socks and got dressed quickly .I felt like I looked nice for a first time in a while...are you done he said. I didn't answer so I guess that was his way of knowing I was dress. He turned around and watched me from head to toe. I didn't realize i was hungry until my stomach sold me out , how embarrassing I thought . He grabbed his phone and before I knew it he was speaking to someone to prepare food for me . The way he was looking at me it was so weird but it made my heart flutter, I didn't like this feeling it was getting to me...I couldn't believe how beautiful he looked,I said it yes he was beautiful. Why would someone like he even fall for me..I was the scum of the earth as what I was told by many.Who could love me?! I wasn't loveable ..I'm sure I couldn't even love anyone. I didn't even know what that felt like, being here was making me think things I didn't want to think. I had to leave