Chapter Seventeen
GOING ON A date with Nick was strange, but not because he was married. Heather was used to that by now. It was strange because there was a real distance between the two of them now. She had finally realized that she was nothing more than an amusement for him. Maybe after dinner they would go back to her place for s*x, maybe they would go back to his house and she would be used by Rebecca, or John, and maybe even Nick, but it wouldn’t be because they wanted to please her. It would be because the couple needed someone to fill out the fantasy they were working up in their minds. She was little more than a prop. And she hated herself for knowing it and giving in to it. It hurt to admit it but she enjoyed the abusive treatment she got from Rebecca and Nick, both physical a
