CHAPTER 7 BLAIR ASHFORD ✥ "Who the f**k did this to you?" Oh my God. What have I done? I let the moment get ahead of me. Never would I have dropped my dress in front of him if I was sane right now and not chasing the kisses he left across my neck. Tears swell in my eyes, I'm stuck to the spot on the floor. Fuck. I want to run. As far away as possible. Bile rises in my throat. Sickly and violent. I choke it down because I can barely breathe. Nikolai's eyes flick over my stomach and my chest again. Ugly. My whole body is so f*****g ugly. No one is ever going to want to be with me, love me when I look like this. Used goods. Abused and thrown away and discarded like trash. f*****g worthless. I'm f*****g worthless. He stands up and advances his height on me. I can barely meet his eyes

