CHAPTER 10
BLAIR ASHFORD
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I always sleep better after spending time with Nikolai. As time goes by I like to pretend that Jace isn't asking me to spy on him, I like to believe that what Nikolai and I have is built on trust and safety.
I'll come crashing down soon and I choose to ignore it. Especially when I know that the deep heartfelt emotions that I am feeling for him are real. I've fallen. I already know that and I fear how I'm ever going to get back from this.
A part of me knows that I won't, that's why I'm enjoying it while it lasts.
When I push myself out of my bed and get ready for the day, Jace and Tristain are in the kitchen with a man that I've never seen before. He looks normal–which is the worst part. He's wearing a shirt but the top buttons are undone and his sleeves ar
