Chapter 4
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The library stacks were quiet enough to hear a pin drop, which meant everyone heard her gasp.
It was a sharp, pathetic sound that bounced off the metal shelving units. A chair scraped against the linoleum two aisles over. Someone cleared their throat. Julia clamped her cold hand over her mouth, her pulse thrashing violently against her own palm.
She was on her knees.
The basement archives of the Blackwood University library smelled like decaying binding glue, stale air, and dust. The floor was unforgiving, exposed concrete that bit straight through the thin fabric of her tights. She had been waiting in the dark for twelve minutes. She spent the first five telling herself this was purely transactional. She was a strategist. Chase was the target. Theodore was the weapon. Getting on her knees in the dirt was simply the cost of doing business.
She spent the next seven minutes staring at a rusted screw on the bottom shelf, trying to stop her shoulders from shaking.
Theodore did not make a sound when he arrived. One second she was alone with the dust motes and the suffocating silence, and the next, a massive shadow blocked the dim fluorescent light at the end of the aisle.
He walked toward her with the terrifying, unhurried stillness of an apex predator. He wore his dark, unbranded practice jersey and heavy boots that made no noise on the concrete. He stopped exactly three inches from her knees.
He did not tell her to get up.
The power asymmetry in the narrow aisle was absolute. Julia looked at the scuffed toes of his boots. She refused to tilt her head back. She gripped the hem of her oversized sweater, her knuckles turning white. She wanted to say something sarcastic. She wanted to reestablish the clinical detachment she used to survive Chase's betrayal.
"Look at me."
His voice was a deadpan whisper. It did not carry past the metal shelves, but it hit her chest with the force of a physical blow.
Julia forced her chin up. Her neck ached. In the low light, Theodore's eyes were completely black. There was no victory in his expression. There was no human warmth. There was only a dark, bottomless calculation that made her stomach drop.
He reached down. His massive, calloused hand enveloped the back of her neck. His fingers slid into her raven hair, the grip tightening just enough to immobilize her skull. He tilted her head back further, exposing her throat to the freezing air of the basement. The oversized sweater she wore felt like a joke against the sheer density of his grip.
"You are shaking," he stated.
"The concrete is cold," she lied. Her voice sounded thin.
Theodore's thumb dragged slowly across her pulse point. He felt the frantic, rabbit-fast beat of her heart. He knew she was lying. He did not care.
"Chase spent the last hour pacing the quad," Theodore whispered, stepping half an inch closer. His heavy boots trapped her calves, pinning her in place. "He threw his phone against a brick wall. He fractured the screen. He is breaking, Julia."
The hit of dopamine was instant. A sick, dark thrill spiked through her veins at the image of Chase unraveling. This was what she wanted. This was the revenge she asked for.
But the thrill was immediately swallowed by the suffocating reality of the man standing over her.
Theodore stepped into her space until his knees brushed her chest. He was pushing her boundaries, testing exactly how much of her sovereignty she was willing to surrender. He let go of her neck and moved his hand to her jaw, his long fingers wrapping around the lower half of her face. The grip was bruising. It was not romantic. It was a brand.
"I am going to strip him of everything he has," Theodore said, his breath ghosting over her forehead. "I am going to make him a ghost on this campus. But you need to understand the mechanics of this transaction."
He leaned down until his mouth hovered a fraction of an inch from her ear. She could smell the sharp, clean mint on his breath mixed with the lingering metallic scent of the freezing campus air.
"You do not belong to yourself anymore," he whispered.
He slid his thumb over her bottom lip, pressing down hard enough to part her teeth. The invasion was so sudden, so deeply intimate and possessive, that her brain short-circuited.
That was when she gasped.
The sound echoed in the dead silence of the archives. A heavy textbook slammed shut one aisle over. Footsteps began to move toward their section.
Panic flooded Julia's chest. If they were caught down here, if the university saw the untouchable captain of the hockey team cornering a girl in the dark, the fallout would be catastrophic. She tried to pull away. She tried to scramble backward on the concrete.
Theodore did not let her move.
His grip on her jaw tightened. He did not care about the footsteps. He thrived on the danger. He wanted her to feel the absolute terror of being entirely at his mercy in a public building. The footsteps grew louder. The shadow of another student fell across the end of their aisle.
Julia stopped breathing. She squeezed her eyes shut, waiting for the inevitable confrontation.
The student paused, lingered for a terrifying three seconds, and then turned down the opposite corridor. The footsteps faded away.
Julia let out a shaky breath, her lungs burning. She opened her eyes. Theodore was watching her with clinical fascination, tracking the exact moment the panic in her chest morphed into a heavy, involuntary heat. Her clinical detachment was completely gone. She was terrified of him, but the friction of his control was becoming a drug she could not stop taking.
He dropped his hand from her jaw. He gripped her upper arms and hauled her to her feet.
The abrupt shift in elevation made her dizzy. She swayed forward, her hands instinctively grabbing the thick material of his jersey to steady herself. His chest was like a brick wall beneath her palms.
Theodore did not step back. He reached out and smoothed the wrinkled collar of her oversized sweater. He adjusted the fabric over her shoulder. The gesture was terrifyingly domestic, a sharp, jarring contrast to the violence of his grip a second ago. It was the action of a man making sure his property looked presentable before returning it to the shelf.
"Walk," he commanded.
He placed his hand flat against the small of her back. The heat of his palm burned through her sweater. He guided her out of the narrow aisle, forcing her to match his slow, predatory pace.
They emerged from the dark stacks and stepped into the main basement corridor. The harsh, fluorescent lighting blinded Julia for a second. She blinked, trying to clear the spots from her vision, her lips still stinging from the pressure of his thumb.
There was a man standing by the stairwell.
He was older, in his late forties, wearing a heavy wool coat and a tailored suit. Pinned to the left lapel of his coat was a small, silver emblem. The logo of a prominent NHL franchise.
The scout had a clipboard tucked under his arm. He stopped mid-step when Theodore and Julia walked out of the shadows.
The air in the corridor vanished. Julia froze. The draft was six months away. Theodore's entire life, his family's legacy, his multi-million dollar future, was mapped out on the sheets of paper in that man's hands.
The scout looked at Julia. He took in her flushed pale skin, her bruised lips, and the way she was breathing too fast. Then his eyes shifted to Theodore. He looked at the massive, heavy hand resting possessively on the small of Julia's back.
The scout's eyes narrowed. The calculation was instant. The untouchable, clinical machine of the Blackwood hockey team had a liability.
Theodore did not remove his hand. He did not flinch. He looked directly into the scout's eyes and pulled Julia half an inch closer to his chest.
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